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taintedgypsy -> RE: Aftercare (8/28/2007 12:07:30 AM)
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ORIGINAL: SubJordanTyler
... It can vary though - and that usually depends on if I've been allowed to cum. If not, then I can be a little restless and I might need to be calmed down some until the strong feelings of denial have subsided enough for me to be able to function normally. I don't always cry after this. But if I have been allowed to cum, then the emotions just flow out. I can be sobbing and just need time to recover and come down from the high...
Ok thanks SubJordan ... yes play without that sexual release, or without any kind of sexual interaction can leave me a mindless, spacing, raging woman in desparate need lol. Pain is sexual with me, the more intense the play/pain the more intense is my sexual need, I actual question whether I would be capable of rape, piliage and plunder type acts lol. Aftercare for me can involve not touching me, unless of course your a sadist who wishes to add extra play because every touch will send my hormones screaming, time to calm myself untouched in these circumstances is necessary. However aftercare can also take on a very sensual, quiet love making form ... on the odd occassion this has happened it has been overpowering and I have ended up dreamy, with tears of happiness curled up round him blissfully. ok enough of this the memories are actually a little painful since this relationship is ended ... it is nice to think that I may find that sense of completeness again ... but I think it will be a long wait. .. sigh.
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