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RE: I Admit It I........ - 6/29/2012 5:12:38 PM

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Dragon's Blood is my favorite scent. I love it, something about it has resonated with me for over 20 years now. I am not certain why this needs to be admitted but there you go.

Since a conversation here yesterday, I have been thinking again about where I have come from, the path that has led me here and where I am deciding to go. The spiritual elements which I had immersed my self in at one time has fallen away but that paradigm has not been ignored. Rather, I have focused more on existence rather than enlightenment. I came to the conclusion, erroneous or not that most of the illusions of this existence arises from seeking that what isn't and there is more growth in recognizing what actually is.

When I was much younger, a lot of this held my attention, philosophy, mysticism, occultism, spiritual paths... all seeking what was behind the veil, what actually was the purpose. Now, I believe that being is the purpose, experience is the creation, the artistry... I had dropped a lot of my snobbish behavior a long time ago but now I have stripped away the arrogance of seeking. This is not to say that I am not inclined towards continuing to grow but rather I am not as focused on the words.

To live with intention has become important to me. Say what you mean. Take nothing personal. All of these are thoughts that I came across in a book which I had dismissed as simple before but now resonates deeply.

So, full circle but with a tad more knowing I have no fucking idea.

Monkeys and turkish coffee... these are all good. Monkeys with turkish coffee, now that's just downright dangerous.

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RE: I Admit It I........ - 6/29/2012 5:47:19 PM

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Fluffy, the side effects of cancer treatment are many, I'm sure this latest adventure will just be a speed bump! ~much healing beamage~

Cryptic! Dooood! You are much more fun now that you've relaxed. :)

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RE: I Admit It I........ - 6/29/2012 5:56:38 PM

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Dooood!

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RE: I Admit It I........ - 6/29/2012 6:12:14 PM

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YAY!!

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RE: I Admit It I........ - 6/29/2012 6:20:35 PM

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Much more relaxed... Not certain if that is better or not, perhaps not as interesting, but perhaps more entertaining.

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RE: I Admit It I........ - 6/29/2012 6:26:32 PM

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More *approachable* certainly.

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RE: I Admit It I........ - 6/29/2012 6:52:09 PM

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Well, if you bring me coffee and especially if you make me turkish coffee...

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RE: I Admit It I........ - 6/29/2012 6:59:15 PM

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I admit that i have not drinked Tuskish coffee` for years...
I admit that i have 2 kg of it which i dont use.... anyway..
I admit that I dont think that Turkish coffee` is good ... do you see what left when your 3rd sip is done....? (dont let the nice smell fool ya) these things can give ya a kindny stone...
I admit i hade kidney stone before.. & dood its to much pain to handel

... i am having bad reaction just from remembering

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RE: I Admit It I........ - 6/29/2012 7:09:43 PM

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*hugs to Fluffy*

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RE: I Admit It I........ - 6/29/2012 9:19:38 PM

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I admit, have you ever noticed the longer you are around someone, the more you take on their characteristics? I just realized I'm saying "dude" and "darlin" like he does. hahaha. Now if only I can take on some of his better characteristics.

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RE: I Admit It I........ - 6/30/2012 4:37:45 AM

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I admit my going away drinks turned into an impromptu hens (bachelorette) night, which was equal parts surprisingly, funny and lovely. I got to drink some wonderful cocktails, eat a yummy dinner and have good conversation with women I've spent 80 hours a fortnight, for 4 years with. I started to get a little teary come the end of the night.. I'm going to miss my girls so much. Yay for email, Facebook & Skype!

I admit I have got to spend some quality time with my bestfriend & parents this weekend.

I admit I am getting butterflies. I've got a busy 4 days coming up. Eeeeeek!

I admit it's 5 sleeps to go.

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RE: I Admit It I........ - 6/30/2012 4:52:32 AM

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*hugs and best wishes* to fluffy

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RE: I Admit It I........ - 6/30/2012 11:03:18 AM

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I will admit, that I re-read some of my previous posts last night under my previous profile. It was enlightening to see that I knew how things were going to end 6 weeks into my relationship with my sub and if I had been paying attention, I would have listened to my own words. I admit that I chose to ignore myself because of what I was seeking instead of what was actually in front of me and that was very ill-advised, fuck, it was just plain stupid.

I admit that I stayed consistently stubborn for six years... time which could have been spent more productively. I also admit that the last six months I have reflected on my self, on my actions, on who I am... and so, perhaps this path was necessary.

Last, I want to admit that I have just noticed a lot of sixes in this realization, six weeks, six years, six months.

Finally, reading through the old posts, I saw some names that are no longer here and that they were good "friends" as I was initially discovering my self in this context... I hope they are doing well.

C

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RE: I Admit It I........ - 6/30/2012 12:06:51 PM

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i admit that i went to the store today in search of non-fat foods.

i admit that i bought some fat free frozen yogurt, an angel food cake, fresh strawberries and blueberries, fat free sour cream to put on my baked potatoes, fat free cottage cheese, fat free sliced cheese, flounder fillets, puffed wheat and rice chex, and canned tuna.

i admit that i will have to eat egg whites instead of whole eggs. An eggwhite omelet with lots of veggies sounds good. Did you know that ketchup is fat free?

i admit that dinner tonight is baked flounder, green beans, baked potato with fat fee sour cream, and for dessert - fresh strawberries over angel food cake. Not bad for a fat free meal!

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RE: I Admit It I........ - 6/30/2012 12:29:12 PM

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or you would do what i did yesterday...
read some news & see some pics about a 13 cm worm pulled out of guy eye... 13 cm... that is (longer than the average penis)
& you wont eat..... at all

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RE: I Admit It I........ - 6/30/2012 12:37:28 PM

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i admit that i just want to hug ash and make the war go away.

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RE: I Admit It I........ - 6/30/2012 1:24:54 PM

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I admit that hugs Fluffy back.. but ..
I admit that you dont want to hug one of the really bad boys... coz your bra would end up "un-hocked"

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RE: I Admit It I........ - 6/30/2012 3:39:18 PM

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I admit fat free food can be all well and good and I think you said you have to from doctor's orders but also be aware of salt content. I'm right now on a sort of salt restriction to keep my swelling down and while I never really looked at salt content before in foods, I do now and I'm shocked at just what has salt in it and how much.

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RE: I Admit It I........ - 6/30/2012 3:44:23 PM

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Dinner sounds great, Fluffy, but do read those labels, the other filler in 'fat free' foods is SUGAR in its various forms! I love berries & angel cake!

I admit I spent several hours at an outdoor graduation party. The temps were 90F+ even in the shade. I am sweaty in a bad way. BUT THERE WERE NO BUGS! Which is good since I am still clawing at last week's bites.

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RE: I Admit It I........ - 6/30/2012 3:57:57 PM

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i admit that the fat free requirement is due to a gall bladder issue not a salt or calorie issue. There is less pain if i don't eat foods containing fat.

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