Icon777
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Joined: 5/22/2007 Status: offline
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Hello to all, I’m not new to this site but after loosing the love of my life not long ago I thought I’d make a new start. My old title/handle/ID was gentledom99. Its still there but I have to tell a few more people I’m making a new start and I had a lot of trouble between starting a new ID and deactivating the old one. Photos disappeared, all sorts of troubles occured. My new ID started out as something super cool (or highly pretentious,) I’m not sure. I was trying to convey the combined ideas of PonyPlay and photography but after half an hour of rejected ideas I ended up with Icon777. Icon, I have no idea why, it has something to do with pictures I suppose but the 777 means absolutely nothing. It wouldn’t accept anything that wasn’t alphanumeric. ? Obviously PonyPlay is my number 1 interest closely followed by photography, but I have a lot of interests. mainly finding new friends ( maybe more) I just wrote a note to another member expressing how I felt about my lost love, trying to explain how I felt: “I discover more day by day, she was the love off my life. A spirit so free/wild/open (I'm never sure of the best way to describe her) She was a unique, exceptional, astonishing, surprising, confounding, shocking (in a good way), overwhelming, delightful, enchanting creature and so much more. She made the sky more blue and my heart dance and at peace at the same time. But, she could never be 'contained' for long and it would have been a crime to try. She now lives in Fiji and I miss her deeply, more deeply than I thought possible. I miss PonyPlay almost as much as I miss Tess”. I also wished the member that I mentioned before, something like that which I wished Tess just before she turned to leave. I think there were tears in her eyes; I know I was about to sob like a baby. (Big tough PonyMaster…): “ May the wind blow through your hair, the riding crop sting your behind and sweat pour down your back as you canter along the beach straining at the reigns pulling the Pony cart for your owner. Be happy. Another member asked me about gentle Tess, I replied: She was a very special person. The only sub I've ever known who loved PonyPlayMy mental picture of her is her nearly naked in her ponygirl gear, sweating, breathing hard after a long run, still locked to the pony cart. She would have several red marks on her behind and that smile that somehow expressed great joy and love of life. But no-one should try to keep a spirit like that confined when she needs to go. I miss her deeply. I enclose these notes to give you some idea of the qualities of a sub I have admired, but I’m not looking for another Tess. I would like to meet someone shy, outgoing, tall, short…I don’t know. I want to be suprised. Me? I am on the quiet side but warm up fairly quickly. I don’t drink or smoke or do drugs, there are other ways of getting ‘high’. I am tolerant and not into extremes. I don’t like really get on well with loud and pushy people,…and drunks. I am accepting of other people’s kinks even if they put me off personally. I tend to just ignore ‘experts’ who believe their way is the only right way. I prefer people looking for the answers, not those who are convinced they already have them. I live near (South of) Melbourne Australia and am looking for like-minded people. I believe in ‘Safe, Sane and Consensual’ and ‘No means No’. My favourite activity apart from PonyPlay and photography is introducing a complete novice to the world of BDSM. The look on a novices face as she cums in bondage or enters slave space for the first time is as special as an experience can be. Really, I enjoy most spects of BDSM except things involving blood, knives, scat ant potentially life threatening situations. I am also always on the look out for new (kinky...or is that open minded) friends. I am straight but curious about 'Trannies' - I don't know the PC rxpression so don't get upset. Peace, Love, Lust, and Filfilment Icon
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