Termyn8or
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I agree with most, music. And I mean playing it as well as listening. I never play copies, always all original, period. I didn't have any fiction books around, so I wrote one. And if you want to know of my strongest passion, read the "Playing shrink" thread. I think I helped two people, and I truly hope I did, and I am fairly sure I was the only one who could do it. Not only did I use my superior mind, I also used personal knowledge, things they told me over the years. No pro could even have that knowledge. This was not easy, but I think it was worth it. Every minute. I would do it again, and if it is needed again I'll do it for them again. You just don't know how bad it was, both of them are damn lucky they are not violent. Especially him. He could kill her in one punch. I haven't heard from them since, given the number of hours passed, that is good. I think my main passion is helping people. I might be trying to make up for all the evil I did in the past, but I know that doesn't work. But now at least I can be satisfied with my actions now. Yesterday, I was very likely the only person on Earth that could've done what I did. And it wasn't easy, it was a good three fuckin hours ! Teaching a guy math and electronics years ago so he could pass trade school and go on to make more money then me (MF) was easier. And more recently, with one phone call hooking two friends up with jobs actually better than mine, once they get out of the dark times. That is a whole nother story though. Even in elementary school, tutoring the other kids in math, I did good, so I was told. Yesterday, kicking my friend in the chest, using only words, but at the right time, and seeing her reach her hand out to him, that is my passion. Tell you what, I might as well mention it now, I have alot bigger project coming up. We sometimes call him Sasquatch. He has a couple of problems. Now this guy is considerably bigger and stronger than I, but he is not violent. He is huge and strong, and fast too, I used to spar with him a long time ago. He seems to have a weakness for Women. Actually sex if I consider everything, he is like a dog. And he attracts them too, living in a slightly unsavory area, he gets all the local hookers for free, I guess they don't really have a pimp. I don't know how the guy does it, but each and every one of them would leave the life to be with him full time in a heartbeat. This is not him bragging, I have met some of them, and so has another friend of mine, loyal to me, who happens to live in the same area. But the Women are interfereing with his work, and we can't have that. I got him that job so this is the next project. Alot of these Women do crack, and they bring it over. He can't turn it down. Hey, on a holiday weekend like this I might do some, but these broads show up at midnight on a Tuesday and shit, keep him up, in more ways than one, until like 6AM. It's obvious the guy can't say no. And it is not that he is a crackhead, he hardly ever buys it, and left to his own devices might do it once a month. He makes good money and shou;ld be able to afford it, no problem, and as far as I am concerned, he is over 21. We are not talking dealing with substance abuse here, I think we are talking substance abuse WHEN. When it is appropriate. Now realize these are working Women and he doesn't pay for shit. Some also clean his house and bring food, and I have no idea how he does it. He must be really good in bed. And last but not least, he has one of the strongest personalities I have ever run across. This is going to be a challenge, but I got intelligence on my side. He thinks as fast as I do, and I cannot put physical duress on him, even for a short time. I have to redirect his mental strength to , instead of hit the pipe or snort the line, say NO, it is Tuesday night and not only am I not doing it tonight, YOU are not doing it in my house, if you need to do it tonight, get out. This is not going to be easy, but if he keeps missing work there won't be any work. These cunt do not realize what is at stake. He has the potential to make $100,000 this year after taxes. I can't let him fuck that up for this cunt. These cunt, there are about five of them. I am not kidding. This is not going to even be lightyears within easy. He can have crack anytime he wants, which might be about once a month. He needs to say no to the extra. NO. No is the most important word in the English language. I have used it, and actually used when offered coke or crack. I just said no, like the TV commercial said. He needs to learn that, but there is something deeper. This guy has a learning disability, and nobody actually sees it but me. He has been homeless a number of times because of his antics, a point which will be used in his session. He didn't learn the fifth time. Get my drift ? I am going on too much about this one case, the thread asks "What is your passion", well I think I have given my answer, in spades. My passion is to use my special abilities to help my friends in ways that others can't. Perhaps it can be called fine tuning their heart and mind. I want all my friends to succeed in life, and even though it is not my direct responsibility, it seems to have befallen me. Maybe it is not my passion, maybe I just fell into it. At this point I have no idea, but I have to try. If I don't try I might as well die. I can't stop, I am me, that is who I am. Do not ask me a question not wanting an answer, and do not pose me a problem without expecting a solution. That is my passion. T
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