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slaveboy04 -> Hello Everyone (5/26/2005 6:33:00 PM)
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I have known that I am submissive most of my life, I recently decided it was time to actively engage in a d/s relationship. I started training over the phone with a dom who contacted me through this site. We spoke ALOT and things seemed to be great...I was so happy to finally start this type of relationship with someone who seemed caring yet in control. Well long story short, we made plans to meet and start physical (real time) training. She went on to no show on about a dozen plans we made...obviously she was a fraud or not who she said she was.
I am so frustrated now because I got a good taste of what it was like to really feel submissive. It was incredible...I felt like I discovered a whole new world. then the bottom fell out.
I REALLY would love to find a mistress to serve, but have no idea how to find her. I am attractive, educated, good job...have no problem finding women that don't engage in D/S...but now I realize I just won't be happy in that sort of relationship.
I live in Phildelphia, PA. If anyone could direct me to where this lifestyle is celebrated locally..ie clubs, social events, ect...I would greatly appreciate it. I don't want to give up on a part of me that I am just starting to discover.
Any advice would be greatly appreciated.
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