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ORIGINAL: usclone This is a recent journal entry and would appreciate every positive positive and negative comment all of you have to post, i need everything i can get regarding to advice, please read and please comment if Y/you could, thanks..! "Hello, i have been on collarme for quite some time now, and through this site i have honestly acheived my ultimate fantasy of finding the most beautiful woman that i have ever seen. i owe this site more then it will ever know. Yet, i am writing this journal in the hopes the an experienced Dom/Domme will read this and send me an email my way regarding how to put forth a greater effort to please my Mistress. i can only honestly give limited details in a journal, but i will say this. i started out as a sub, went to a slave, then back to a sub. i find it difficult to give up all freedom to let my Mistress obtain the true happiness in this world that She truely deserves. The real issue that i deal with is letting my Mistress be with another male, much less watch her be with one. She has also expressed a desire for me to be taken by another male, and i updated my profile accordingly to please her!! i think the baby steps here are an honest change, showing her that one day i will truely be ready for the slave lifestyle. What i need most is good to honest advice, or maybe stories from another cuckold whom can share their growing experiences with me about sharing their god blessed love with their Mistress with another man. Any advice at all would be truely awesome, and i will get back to all responses. Thank you!" I have to ask what you agreed to initially (with the understanding that things change) and how long you have been serving her. Letting go of you freedom takes time...The common misnomer that occurs is that you become owned and you instantly give up who you are. This is a process. No one can become what another wants over night. You don't have to "let" your Mistress do anything, she is free to do anything she desires, you either accept it or you don't. Is being with another man one of your limits. You say you have returned to being a sub, at this point this is still your choice (imnsho). Once you again become a slave, this issue should be worked out.
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