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angelicslaveMDF -> being a slave (6/23/2007 11:20:32 AM)
i have been curious about the lifestyle for around 10 years or more....but was not in a position to pursue it real time until about a year and half ago...because if i was to enter it...i wanted to be free to explore all my options... i actually met a friend off of a vanilla dating site and He showed me here...when i first came on...i put myself as a submissive....but as i got to see a lot of the doms took that as if you were that...that you were to submit to them...so i changed my profile to switch...that way if someone came along i could say i was a switch and didnt want to submit to them. so i did it more out of protection for myself...i was interested in someone for about 9 months and it was only online for a while until He was going to come meet...then He ended it...circumstances arent important now...but i had a male friend who was Dom...who was only a friend...not once did we cross the line into flirting...but after i was dumped...He shared that He had an interest...and we decided to meet...it was great for us both...and so we stayed together real time...we have been together real time now for over 5 months...and for the first few months...learning about each other, was something quite new to both of us...since neither of us had been in healthy relationships...to finally be in one that we both desired and wanted....it was a new thing for us...now recently i have learned much from Him and how i was actually a submissive with slave tendancies and have actually started becoming and learning more of a slave...and have found that becoming so is what i actually have wanted most of my life....i honestly looked down upon someone calling themselves a slave feeling like they had no control or freedom in their life and needed someone to control that for them....i have now come to the realization that some slaves honestly have more freedom than others...at least for me personally...a friend who is a slave pointed out that she was "internally enslaved" to her Master...a few days later, while Master and i were having a conversation of learning of what i was and what i am now...and how i felt...i realized that yes...i am internally enslaved to Him as well..and that isnt something i want to change now or anytime in the near future...thats my rant ... thanks... angelicslave[MDF]

slaveish -> RE: being a slave (6/23/2007 7:48:06 PM)
Coming to terms with your own slavery can be ... mm ... unexpected, yes. I identified as a submissive for quite some time. It took a particular person to bring out this other side of me. I don't believe I could be a slave for just any Master. Most likely, if my current relationship were to end, I would again identify as a submissive unless someone else made it clear to me that he could Master me.

crouchingtigress -> RE: being a slave (6/23/2007 9:20:40 PM)
internal enslavement....ie: programed. nothing wrong with being programmed or desiring to be programed, in fact it can be quite sexy, but what i have learned though my many years in this, is to be very sure of who the programmer is, and to me, and this is just my opinion, 5 months is is a very short period of time to know someone well enough to let them start running the inner workings of your mind.

becca333 -> RE: being a slave (6/23/2007 10:06:27 PM)
Good for you! Enjoy every moment, see where it takes you.

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