Tatshua
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Hi, I'm a gay, 19 years guy from Sweden who is just starting to learn about bdsm and the different lifestyles that seems to be included in it. It all started about a year ago when a former classmate mentioned a movie with aliens treating humans as pets. I thought this seemed like an intresting and original story line. But, being a shy person and even more so at that time. I didn't ask for the movies title.
So I went on the internet to look for this movie, and at one point I stumbeled over a picture of two people. a master and his sub. The master holding a leash attached to the collar on the subs neck. And I was speachless. I had a lot of feelings going through my head. I have always been an openminded person and standing for everyones rights, no matter who you are. So it was never fear, just interest in this, for me, strange yet exciting life style. My view on bdsm is and has always been that if I don't understand it and it's not hurting anyone in anyway (Not counting when it is as a fetish and all parts of it aproves) it isn't my job to judge.
In my search I found info about a movie called "The pet". Wich I got my hands on and rented. I didn't like the movie very much. It just seemed unrealistic at parts and so on. But this isn't a movie review, so lets carry on.
I continued trying to find pictures, but mostly found pics where the sub is tied up and humiliated, and on rare occasions even urinated on. And this was not my style. I didn't want to do those things, I didn't want my penis tied up or get spanked or humiliated or anything like that. So I continued my search for something that suited me.
Introducing... Second life. For those that doesn't know Second life is an online, interactive chatroom. For all kinds of people. So I thought that as it's so big and with so many people theres bound to be possibilities to learn more from this and find what I'm looking for, someone that can treat me like in that first picture, and in some others that were simillar to it.
As I am making my way through second life, I stumble upon a gaybar, where I find a man looking for a pet, though he was a tad too agressive for me. Though, a day or two after entering this gaybar, I enter a bdsm store, looking at all the latex suits and equipment that they sell. I also find a woman sitting on the ground, I ask her where the collars are and she tells me. Though I never got to the collars as she also said she had one on her that she could give me. We were both looking for a master, and a male one at that. But we deside to try it this way. With me being her master.
We walk around the store a bit, and I tell her what I want her to do, feeling a little guilty having such a big power over a person. The collar she had was rather glitchy, and therefor wasn't very good. Though a few days later I found a new one wich is the one we currently use. I also found myself a few more subs and a woman who was sometimes my master and sometimes my slave untill only a few hours ago.
I am still looking for a male master though, but I am still learning and taking every opportunity I can to learn more about this world that I got into with the help of a friend and a random lscience fiction movie.
As I said, I have never judged things I don't understand. And this includes the bdsm community. I was brought up with what I think is a common image. The spanking and humiliation fetishes. The picture of a master/mistress power over his/her slave. The latex suits and the whips and so on.
But I have managed to get into this world, it welcomed me with open arms. I have learned that it's not always about sexual pleasure. I have met jerks, I've gained friends, I've met people who have helped me understand bdsm more. This is all online, but still. If this is how it is online, I'd be glad to see how it is in real life.
< Message edited by Tatshua -- 6/26/2007 5:47:26 AM >
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