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crouchingtigress -> RE: Scene sequence (6/27/2007 6:49:05 AM)
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i love scenes to start with water, either the hot tub, or a bath...i think is wonderful to wash eachother.....
i like there to be some nice music....
and the the undressing is very sexy to me....this i like to be asked to do, and feel the slight uncomfort of eyes upon me....
then to start off with very light sensation play....soft ropes, heavy chains, posture collar, thick restraints......i love to be in those sensations for a suspended moment, a chance to become intoxicated...a recapitulation to a new environment and my surrender to it
i really love the smell of leather and rubber....this is a good time to be given a ball gag or a hood....
i love anything to do with hair pulling, so next might be a good time to hook my ponytail to the ceiling or a into the shibari bondage.
at this point i am getting woozy, everything softens, i start to float a little....
this is a great time for a cane or a riding crop.....an instant reminder of my place is a iridescent rippling shimmer on the still lake of my mind....
then i love the voice....a voice that has been silent speaks in soft low tones, perhaps a command like dont move, or to sooth....good girl the voice drips like warm honey down in to my ear ....bringing my consciousness to the surface, and yet making me feel safe.
as soon as i am safe, and attentive...this is a great time to terrify me.....show me knives, fire, whips, canes.....instantly my brain will dump dump adrenalin in to the the frothy swirly mix of dopamine and seritonin already crashing on the shore of my consciousness.
now hurt me
several sharp painful lashes are my favorite, the sting feels like flames that warm and then burn and then warm again......the endorphins now are released ....making everything....under-watery....
hurt me some more
more endorphins, and more adrenilin...i am acutely aware of myself and my screaming body, completely powerless to change anything....and yet i am cared for, and safe....and this begins a deeper surrender then anything i have ever known....
my flesh yields, then my head then my sex....i become feverishly aroused as sensation after sensation seems like a direct line to electrify my pussy.....first tingles but soon throbbing......here is a great time for soft soothing.....and commanding whispers....and some sort of cunt torture is absolutely lovely at this time, whip, weights, pin wheel, chores pins....yum
also i love to be streched...this is a fabulous time to get more out of me......hung higher or fully suspended, spreading a spreader bar, cunt tweezers, inserrtables...this releases more neural peptides...and now i am awash in everything my brain has to offer, adrenalin, seriton, melatonin, noradrenalin, dopamine.....lots of dopamine....and i am high.....so high.....so wondrously deliriously....flying away......
this is a great place to be made to count something, or have to say something really hard....like thank you master may i have another.....this brings my focus back, and accentuates my need to be pleasing, to please this amazing person that is letting me get this high, who at this moment has my unyielding total devotion and my deepest desire to serve.....
saying a series of words is very hard at this point...my brain does not function well, and the stress of it releases even more adrenlin...
something could be used here to snap me back...ice is good (unless i am already chilled then i dont recommend it) pain could work, face slapping especially because face slapping is such a shock to the system, and my favorite "please dont disappoint me again"
if i am wearing a hood or a gas mask or something else intoxicating...now is a good time for fresh air....i start swimming to the surface....and i can count better.....now for me....the play can go to sex right here or continue like this for hours...at this point it is not about me...its about what my partner wants and needs.....and my mindset is determination and endurance coupled with being really freaking high....my two favorites[:)]
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