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It Has Begun - Day Two - 6/13/2005 11:06:42 PM   
IAmSoSorry


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Status: offline 		Let me tell you about my Master.
27 years old, 5'7, blonde hair, that she usually wears in pigtails. PERFECT body.
She wears outrageous clothes, usually with platform boots. She has one pair that are pink, 9" soles, knee high patent leather.
Plus several pair of black ones.
She is a most beautiful woman, that everyone throws themselves at. I used to get annoyed, but now it paralizes me to think of it happening.
Part of that fear. What if this woman who wants to be with me, in a perfect relationship, goingto these extremes to make me happy in the process by giving me what I've learned to crave, finds me inadequate, or gets bored.......

We spent the day text messaging each other, in role. I sent her my devotion that I wrote to her:

Devotion
You are my life.
You are my breath.
You are my salvation.
I am devoted to you.
I am committed to you.
I live through and for you.
Your every wish is my sole purpose in life.
I am your property.
My place is kneeling before you,
Head down,
Begging you to amuse yourself at my expense.
I am your slave.
You are my Master.
I am nothing without you.
I love you.


We talked on the phone. For the first time, the love was evident. I was half in tears, she told me that for the first time she felt as if we were going to make it.
I'm drowning in my love for her, like never before. I really just took her for granted.
I'll always get away with it...
She'll always be there.....
We have a kid now, she's not leaving........
Idiot!
We talked on and off all day as I worked.
Tonight, I told her that I found this mesage board.
My master ordered me into the tub, my cage.
Onto my kness, lips pressed agaianst the bottom porceline, left here unbtil she called me back.
I text messaged her that I had to pee. She told me to go ahead.
God, I did. As the river of it crawled directly towards my face, I shuddered. Then it was there, flowing past me, through my lips, my nose. I didn't move.
Commitment is a pain!! lol
The lengths I'll go throutgh to prove my devotion.....
She finally called, had me stand and asked me if I cam up with a new name for my testicles. My Mastger doesn't like balls, or testicles or any of that, so I told her I thought of "My Tender Spot"
She had me grab hold and squeeze hard. Then stroke myself as I slapped "My Tender Spot."
I did as hard as I knew I could take, while she mocked me for being so disgusting.
Then she had me start the shower and rinse off.
Cold, wet, naked, I had to go get the vibrator and turn it on, then suck it.
Then she had me get the vibrator and repeat last nights performance with it.
Does that ever get easier???
Bringing me to the edge over and over.
She had me try to recite the devotion while I stroked myself, vibrator buried inside me.
I even got it amlost all right.....
After a while we stopped.
We talked for a while about things, then she hung up, giving me the go ahead to start posting on here.
After I finished the first post, she called and I read it to her.
We talked some more about where we're headed and how we felt abbout it so far.
As we talked, I wrote out day one.
She asked me to get her choke chain in her jewelry box, but I couldn't find it. She was furiouos.
So I had to get all of her boots and put them in the bed.
I didn't take enough care doing that, so I had to apologize to the boots and then tuck them in, taking one pillow for myself.
She asked me to get a dirty blanket but none were so, aggravated at this point, she had me get a clean one, and take it outside and roll around on it on the ground.
Then she had me stroking myself in the yard and asked me to repeat the devotion, but I totally screwed it up.
Now I sit here, in a pair of her panties, a copy of the devotion stuffed in the front of them, drinking massive amounts of water, typing this out...

I'm to sleep in my cage tonight......


I always thought these stories were made up. How cliche is that????

By the way, she's coming home early....THIS weekend!


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RE: It Has Begun - Day Two - 6/13/2005 11:08:37 PM   
ProtagonistLily


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Status: offline 		This is becoming vomitous....

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RE: It Has Begun - Day Two - 6/13/2005 11:34:57 PM   
IAmSoSorry


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Status: offline 		Punishment doled out. She had me pee in the tub, where my pillow and blanket are, and that's where I'm sleeping tonight..........

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RE: It Has Begun - Day Two - 6/13/2005 11:37:17 PM   
SweetDommes


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Status: offline 		After the first discussion of "this isn't the place for this" ... why did you post a second one here?

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RE: It Has Begun - Day Two - 6/14/2005 12:27:22 AM   
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RE: It Has Begun - Day Two - 6/14/2005 12:29:16 AM   
Lordandmaster


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Status: offline 		I USAULLY DONT GRASP THE SIGNIFICNACE OF ANYTHING UNLES ITS STATED CLEARLY.

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I'm sorry no one as of yet has grasped the significance of what's happening here

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RE: It Has Begun - Day Two - 6/14/2005 12:30:25 AM   
ProtagonistLily


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RE: It Has Begun - Day Two - 6/14/2005 1:07:25 AM   
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< Message edited by IAmSoSorry -- 6/14/2005 11:29:30 AM >

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RE: It Has Begun - Day Two - 6/14/2005 5:29:08 AM   
EmeraldSlave2


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Status: offline 		Well your message isn't reaching your audience clearly, as an author you should look into how things will be received by your audience.

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RE: It Has Begun - Day Two - 6/14/2005 7:25:54 AM   
happypervert


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quote:

Itg's significantly about saving a relationship and keeping a family together, actually

Well, if you manage to annoy them as much as you do us, then I suspect you'll drive them all away from you.

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RE: It Has Begun - Day Two - 6/14/2005 7:59:28 AM   
kc692


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Status: offline 		RFLMAO TO EVERYONE BUT THE OP...........people down the hall at work are probably wondering why I am in total guffaws,,,,,isn't there a forum here for twisted penthouse gallery stories that are bad, bad, bad??? Oh pullease, I agree with everyone else,,,WTF is the point of this story? sit in it, sleep in it, eat in it (your cage) WHO WANTS TO KNOW??? And here I thought trolls were only on the other forums, not the lounge.....

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RE: It Has Begun - Day Two - 6/14/2005 9:08:39 AM   
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< Message edited by IAmSoSorry -- 6/14/2005 11:29:02 AM >

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RE: It Has Begun - Day Two - 6/14/2005 9:30:06 AM   
kc692


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Status: offline 		If in fact it is a testimonial about you and yours, may I suggest you make journal entries on your profile as everyone else does, and that way it is on your profile for people to follow if they wish.......this is not a bash against you, but what do you expect when you put it in the wrong forum??? Put it in creative writings, or something, where those that wish to view it may, put it on your profile,,,it is not bashing when I see earlier in the thread you were asked why you put it here after the other two, and you were told it was in the wrong place, and basically you said something to the effect of you had already started it, so, what? If you want an appreciative non bashing audience, PUT IT WHERE IT BELONGS>>>>>>>

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RE: It Has Begun - Day Two - 6/14/2005 9:33:22 AM   
EmeraldSlave2


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Status: offline 		Again, you're an author. Your job is to communicate your ideas and feelings to the audience. You're doing a bad job of that. Don't blame us.

As far as repeating your mistakes- if you keep doing the same thing and getting the same results, maybe it's not "everyone else" that needs to change.

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RE: It Has Begun - Day Two - 6/14/2005 9:46:32 AM   
onceburned


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quote:

ORIGINAL: IAmSoSorry
I'm sorry no one as of yet has grasped the significance of what's happening here


??

Is this related to the Michael Jackson verdict?

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RE: It Has Begun - Day Two - 6/14/2005 9:50:05 AM   
kc692


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quote:

ORIGINAL: onceburned

quote:

ORIGINAL: IAmSoSorry
I'm sorry no one as of yet has grasped the significance of what's happening here


??

Is this related to the Michael Jackson verdict



Where, oh where, is the yahoo rolling on the floor icon when you need it?????

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RE: It Has Begun - Day Two - 6/14/2005 10:01:21 AM   
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quote:

ORIGINAL: IAmSoSorry

I was in the middle of writing this when that was posted

I'm sorry no one as of yet has grasped the significance of what's happening here


You are posting this in the wrong place and that's the first problem.

The second is that what you don't see is the significance of your situation is that is it sad and dysfunctional. You have clearly defined that you have a lot of issues, she has a lot of issues, and now it's all a-ok because she went and got kinky for you; and meanwhile, there's a baby in the mix, and you've both got addictions (don't think you've kicked the porn habit for good). You think this is such a huge success story, and the self-masturbatory-fantasy-world way you tell your story demonstrates how clearly you miss the big picture. It's all about the hardon; clearly, the huge issues you face as a couple are inconsequential.

I've seen your story before, and usually it has an unhappy ending. If she does realize suddenly that she's got a femdom side of her that's remarkably fulfilling, you'll be dumped for a better man who can appreciate her as a whole woman, not lie and deceive her, and be a better father for her child. If you haven't noticed, there are a lot of subs without your baggage that have a lot to offer a woman who needs healing more than anything.

Or, she'll get tired of playing a game and trying to make believe everything is ok, and you'll go back to your porn and lie about it, and it'll be another broken home.

Whoopee. What a great read.

Akasha

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RE: It Has Begun - Day Two - 6/14/2005 10:35:20 AM   
perverseangelic


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Status: offline 		I have a sugestion.

I enjoy posting thngs like this-that is, writing about my day to day life and how I am growing and changing. However, most people on this forum really aren't that into reading about it. I find this forum is more about conversation than about day to day descriptions of personal growth, which, while interesting tosome are...welll...not to others.

My sugestion is that you make a livejournal or something similar, and join communities with that journal that are appropriate to what you want to share. Livejournal is wonderful in that there are a -huge- varriety of communities, and ways for others to stumble onto your journal.

It satisfies my exhibitionism wihle not imposing my writing on osmeone who may not be interested,.

While I appreciate that you are journeyinginto this, I agree that this probably isn't the best venue for your sharing. Perhaps if it were a one-time question or comment, it would be more appropriate, but I'm getting the impression this is to be a serious, continually updated process. As such, I think you'd be better served putting it either in your journal here or on a journal site.

www.livejournal.com etc.

Good luck to you!

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RE: It Has Begun - Day Two - 6/14/2005 10:41:12 AM   
IAmSoSorry


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< Message edited by IAmSoSorry -- 6/14/2005 11:28:21 AM >

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RE: It Has Begun - Day Two - 6/14/2005 10:54:55 AM   
SweetDommes


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Status: offline 		If you don't want feedback like you are getting, then the suggestion of journalling on the other side of the forum is a good one, or going to Livejournal (although I do recall reading that you have been specifically ordered to do this one a BDSM site).
Another suggestion would be to not start a new thread every day - that is going to get really old, really fucking fast. Just use the same thread. Those who wish to read it will follow that thread, those who don't will only have one thread to wade past as they go to other threads that interest them.

As for the author/not an author thing - you are writing here, therefore, you are an author here. Try typing your posts in a word processing program to catch the spelling and grammar issues, and then re-reading it to see if it makes sense.

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