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heartcream -> RE: it's 3 am, I'm gettin lonely (7/13/2007 2:38:13 AM)
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it is like dawn and i have not slept so if i sound way off topic i blame my tiredness. the point i would like to add is that i feel women as a group, fat, thin or whatever have issues wif self-esteem. i am lean and yet i relate so easily to things i hear overweight women say, how in a sense they blame the fat on their bod for not having men come toward them. it is heartbreaking to witness. i can blame my imperfect ass, my wrinkles here, my strangle mole there, my bewbies are too small ad nauseum and whatever. it all agonizes to the same self-hating frequency.
the issue is not body size. some men hate skinny chicks. it the thing of how we feel within and how we attract that special one to us who can love us for who we are (gagging noises are being made with in me that this is too much to hope for, ask for) we do have someone out there who could love us if that is what we want. there is even evidence of it from some of the posters here on this thread who are in happy and intimate relationships. i want to find what i perceive them to have already found. i sure know the feelings of impatience too when each mnute clunks by at times as an unhappy reminder of the absence of that special one in my life. my eyes trained to the horizon and my ride to him. not yet giving up.
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