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Tigrita -> RE: Orgasm Training (12/19/2007 10:11:33 PM)
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ORIGINAL: Mylee
Last night for the fisrt time ever just as I was going to shatter he told me No, at first I didnt understand what he was telling me and then when I did I had a moment of wanting to let go and shatter anyway, but then this strnage peace came over me and it suddenly felt so right that he would tell me when I was allowed to shatter for him, I have to admit though, that, even in that strange peace I felt it was hard to keep from letting myself shatter, later when I felt I was going to shatter agian, I asked him for permission and I was rewarded with a look of praise in from him, I didnt know life could be so sweet
That was just lovely. I feel much the same way about it.
I have to kind of actively let go and let myself get swept up in an orgasm, so it is tough sometimes to come out of my head, form words and beg, it can ruin it sometimes, but it gets easier very quickly. And if denied, I have to kind of jerk myself out of it, like getting jerked out of a dream, and sometimes it is hard to get it back, but again, it gets easier quickly with practice, to just pull half way out of it until permission is granted. I usually don't get denied for more than a few seconds, so it is kind of just riding the wave a little longer before it breaks. Just takes patience and practice. Practice, practice, practice (how awful huh?) [:D]
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