noumenon
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NoumeNoN : The intellectual conception of a thing as it is in itself, not as it is known through perception.
[ 18 - Male - Michigan - Submissive ]
I have always been very submissive and naturally expressed my feelings in such a manner all my life. Of course up until the last few years I wasn't aware of BDSM so I had a very very difficult time looking for girls who enjoyed living such a lifestyle let alone accepting the responsibility of being someone's mistress. Because I am reclusive and shy, I chose to explore this new and exciting world online. Being so young the idea of real-time groups and experiences can be a bit intimidating. The internet was/is a free and simple medium that allowed/allows me to speak safely and anonymously with potential friends and/or lovers. Very excited and motivated, I began what I thought would be an enjoyable journey in search for the perfect partner. What it turned out to be in reality was a rat race for the attention of those with greater social stature than yourself. After so long I became very discouraged and the rapid pace of my search quickly deteriorated. What was once zealous adventuring became apathetic wandering. It seemed as if most dominant women I ran into were either only interested in being worshipped for selfish reasons or believed they naturally deserved more respect than other people simply because of their gender and/or title. Being around these types of people not only made me feel unappreciated but also practically destroyed my hope that someone right for me even existed. After roughly three years on yahoo messenger, a very nice woman offered to help me connect with the BDSM community in a much more effective fashion and yet still remain safe. She introduced me to www.collarme.com and alas, here I am. Thus far I have only had negative experiences in the www.collarme.com chat rooms and therefor hoped that introducing myself in the forums would help attract some more constructive attention. I am very excited about getting to know some people who have looked over my profile and believe they could be interested in me. My attraction to BDSM is primarily dealing with emotional communication. I don't view acts of submission as a turn on or a sexual favor. To me it is an expression of a feeling possessing so much depth and power that the only way to help your partner even BEGIN to understand is to literally give yourself to them or some other equally extreme act. BDSM is a great deal like art. Just as, every line of lead... stroke of paint... piano note, etc. in art brings you that much closer to understanding exactly how the artist felt. So it is with every sensual act... loving command.. and obedient comply in BDSM. I would like nothing more than to find someone who's views of this lifestyle are similar if not identical to my own. I'm looking forward to getting to know you all better and helping you to understand me better as well. Love And Truth~
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