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Sitapatra -> Greetings from Ottawa (7/26/2007 5:13:42 PM)
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Greetings all from Canada's National Capital. I'm not new to the lifestyle, though I have been on hiatus from it for a few years.
I came to the conclusion after much thought that I'm not a sub or slave or have any sort of desires to serve in that sense, but I am hoping to find that one caring equal whom I could respect and answer to as my domestic disciplinarian. I have been wracking my brains for some time over this, living with the shame for wanting this, for needing it really, trying to figure out why I want a fellow adult to punish me. It wasn't until I stumbled upon the website of a professional disciplinarian (who lives 7 hours away from me of course!), who was able to voice the thoughts that I had been denying and grappling with for some time.
So after much contemplation and inner realization, I want to say here I am, comfortable with who I am and what I want and ready to stand (or should I say be) corrected. I look forward to chatting with others who might be in the same boat as me.
Sita
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