MasterDennyslave -> RE: Thought Police? Where is the line drawn? (8/12/2007 12:38:58 PM)
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I'm sorry, I wasn't very specific in my post. My hands went faster than my brain....lol. I'm talking about when we are out with our children, to stores, ball games, etc........Yes, I know our children need room to breathe, otherwise we will create a society of paranoid adolescents and adults. I also wish that I had killed the bastard. But this started in 1966, a time when all children were taught to respect their elders, do what they said, so on and so forth. I was a very scared 5 year old child, looking for protection, and not finding any. When the 2 people I thought were supposed to keep me safe, didnt, I lost all trust in other adults in my life to keep me safe also. Teachers, aunts, uncles, the list goes on and on. At that time, no one thought that they would need to teach children how to keep themselves safe. It is very unfortunate that we have to teach them now. Havijng been through sexual abuse myself, I'm very concious of any kind of over attention being given to my grandchildren by anyone. It has taken me 34 years to heal. And I'm still not done healing. Never will be either. I'm very lucky to have a master that understands my fears, and has asked me to tell him if anything he wants to do is uncomfortable for me, or might bring flashbacks.
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