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Pain, Sorrow and Hurt - 8/7/2007 3:27:32 AM

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Pain, Sorrow, and Hurt
Written By: William
April 15th 1990

It started so fine, she agreed to be mine,
We celebrated our joining in a mad rush of passion,
We didn’t care about others, or any fashion.

The love grew strong and deep,
The days flew by, as did the weeks and months and tears,
So happy and so content, for all that time,
And, all those years.

Then one day all changed and rearranged,
I found her in tears you see, when I asked,
She refused to respond to me.

Her tears would roll down her cheeks all wet and on satin skin,
My heart would break, and still she wouldn’t let me back in.

Finally she told me the story, of her childhood, filled with shame,
How she was small, a child, and used and abused,
By a father she loved so,
How she felt like she was used like a whore or a tramp,
By a father, she trusted and cared so about,
Finally the truth was out.

I didn’t care about her past, what he had done,
I didn’t try to flee, or try to run,
I offered her love, caring and help,
She refused it all, with not a whelp,
She said I couldn’t help.

The days and weeks and months went by,
Each day I saw her hang her head and cry,
And she grew distant from me,
Yet I loved her still don’t you see.

Finally the day came, the pain and sorrow and hurt overcame her,
She shuddered in it and slowly it destroyed her,
Why she couldn’t escape it I do not know,
But it was all pain, sorrow and hurt that she believed she was to blame,
And slowly she would cry out his name,
And it grew to cries of terror and shame,
And in the end, she transferred it me,
And all of a sudden I was to blame.

Our relationship, grew cold and distant, our touching and listening disappeared,
All we built, all we had and held so dear disappeared,
The Pain, sorrow and hurt hit me then,
And I knew we would never be the same.

The divorce started through the tears and crying and the fears and sighing,
We parted suddenly, so far apart, two people with one heart,
How bad it is to be torn apart.

So do not tell me of your tales of woe,
Do not tell me of loves lost and not found,
Do not cry to me of your sorrows, your hurts and your pains,
For I have enough of my own Pain, Sorrow and hurt,
And I wear it like a shirt!.

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RE: Pain, Sorrow and Hurt - 8/7/2007 3:52:50 AM

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I eat Pain, Sorrow, and Hurt for breakfast. They're yummy with sugar and bits of banana.

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RE: Pain, Sorrow and Hurt - 8/7/2007 4:19:42 AM

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Wrote this when my first marriage ended, after her mother called her to tell her she found out her husband had been sexually abusing his four kids all their lives.

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RE: Pain, Sorrow and Hurt - 8/7/2007 4:41:36 AM

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At least her mother acknowledged the abuse. I was sexually molested by a family friend for 6 years until the bastard died. Told my parents, but they chose not to believe me. "He wouldnt do that to anyone.", they told me. I was 5 years old when the abuse started, I'm now 46. It has taken me all these years to finally heal. I'll never be "over it", but I can now accept myself for who I am, what I am now. And yes, sexual abuse victims blame themselves, especially if the perpetrator is a trusted family friend or family member.

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RE: Pain, Sorrow and Hurt - 8/7/2007 4:46:04 AM

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quote:

ORIGINAL: BIllCT

Wrote this when my first marriage ended, after her mother called her to tell her she found out her husband had been sexually abusing his four kids all their lives.

Didn't we already hear this story?

Seriously, you need to start reading the responses to your threads.

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RE: Pain, Sorrow and Hurt - 8/7/2007 4:48:01 AM

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MasterDennyslave, this man sexually abuse and used his children all their childhood. It led to his own divorce, my divorce and his other daughters divorce, who has now been divorced 5 times going on six.
PLus it has effected my children because as a sexual abuse victim she sat with my kids in her mother's home talking about it, and my eldest made false accusations against me regarding it which I was found not guilty of. And I have been trying to tell my ex-wife and my eldest that if she doesn't get help, she is gonna have problems in the future unless she faces the lie she told, admits it and deals with it and can move beyond it.

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RE: Pain, Sorrow and Hurt - 8/7/2007 5:18:48 AM

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quote:

ORIGINAL: Stephann

Didn't we already hear this story?

Seriously, you need to start reading the responses to your threads.

I think the answer would be - no.
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RE: Pain, Sorrow and Hurt - 8/7/2007 5:29:30 AM

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dark,

It's just a rehash of this post.

http://www.collarchat.com/m_1185727/mpage_1/key_/tm.htm#1185727

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RE: Pain, Sorrow and Hurt - 8/7/2007 5:45:12 AM

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OPPs... my typing error Stephann - I meant 'no - it doesn't appear to me that he does read the responses to his threads' - my bad - and my apology - I knew I should have omitted your first sentance when I was responding to the second (It just made sense to me in my head at the time...)

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RE: Pain, Sorrow and Hurt - 8/7/2007 5:48:48 AM

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s'all good. I don't think there's much sense left to be made here anyway. What bothers me, is the amount of 'flashbacks' that people like Denny'sslave will be enduring, in reading this tripe. Really, it does nobody any good, and I believe it's also against the TOS.

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RE: Pain, Sorrow and Hurt - 8/7/2007 6:18:45 AM

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Therapy can be a good thing. Have you considered it? You seem to wallow in sadness and depression and you ask a lot of questions. It seems that you require an excessive amount of attention.

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RE: Pain, Sorrow and Hurt - 8/7/2007 8:59:58 AM

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i sincerely hope there is someone in the "Mod" world picking up on the "undertones" of your posts. the "titillation aspect" is WAY past appropriate. it is bordering on "p**********c."
you can fill in the blanks. my license does not cover CollarMe as such here is my disclaimer.

disclaimer: i have no idea what i am talking about. all information was gleaned from Dr.Phil. "darn him!"

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RE: Pain, Sorrow and Hurt - 8/7/2007 10:23:09 AM

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Actually this is my way of dealing with the situation is all and moving on because it gives my a place to just voice how I feel is all! And to get it off of my mind!

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