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sexyred1 -> RE: Insecurities (8/10/2007 10:32:53 AM)
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ORIGINAL: MissPriss88
Well it's the morning after... and I woke up alone in my bed feeling, decently okay with things. He had promised that He would call last night before He went to bed, but He never did. I can't really say that I'm surprised. But I still texted Him and wished Him a good day. I feel, a little bit empty but I know that I'm still His, and after He gets back into town on Sunday, He will be back in my apartment, and perhaps things will be the same as they were before.
But somehow I don't feel like it's important enough to me to pursue other relationships over. I like Him a lot and I'm comfortable with the way things are now... if nothing else, it's made me realize once again, that all I have is myself, and at the start of a new day I still have to wake up to the same eyes in the mirror: mine. So I have to look at what will make that girl happy... and I can remain decently happy with Him for now and keep my focus on what I need to be working towards, my music, my schooling, and.... whatever else gets brought my way.
It sounds like I'm settling, and perhaps I am. But for right now that feels right. And what I've gathered from all of these posts is that... I have to do what feels alright to myself. I think I can be alright.
Thank you to everyone who posted.
All I can say to you is whether you are 19, 30, 50 or 100, you do not have to put up with not getting your needs met. If you do not learn this lesson now, you never will.
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