FelinePersuasion -> you know what annoys me? Having subservient fantasies when daddies not here. (8/13/2007 8:45:35 PM)
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I seem to tend to be or feel subservient and have great subservient fantasies when it's just me alone. And it drives me batty sometimes, because when he's here I'm usualy not in the mind set and we're usualy more get in bed and cuddle, than D/s. Or for instance sexual gratification, when I masterbate alone I can sometimes come in seconds and it's a hard earth shattering one, but when he's working me ( or any one) it takes for ever, requires a lot of effort and is not usualy as shattering as a solo. Why is it, I wonder. Why do I have all these fantasies and juicy thoughts when I am alone, and he's no where in site, and not when he can do something about it.
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