LadyTantalize
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Great responses here and so diverse! Which is case in the point that Top space is as diverse as the Tops who experience it!
And for Me, that Dom/Top Space can be just as varied from scene to scene or with each individual I scene with. With My personal boytoy I tend to let go and My space can be really out there and full of adrenalin, but I've had him ten years, safewords are somewhat null and void and I trust him enough to let Myself really fly. But with the extreme space often follows the intense drop. Immediately after, he is usually catatonic and I am anal-retentive about cleanliness so I often start to clean while he can barely stagger to bed. Often I am full rushing like mad at this point then I start to come down. Then comes the free-fall and after that it's like I am stoned - at this point I guess the endorphins kick in and I am wiped for two days after an intense scene in which I permit Myself to really FLY! Yep, I get the Domme drop very bad complete with flu-like symptons and being weak and totally drained. I've heard the comments that with the right power exchange I wouldn't get it - but I don't buy that as I've gotten it with even some really fantastic and attentive submissives. I realize submission is a gift and there is a power from the sub exchanged and given to Me but the ratio of power from the sub compared to the "harnessing and steering a tornado" which is the power that I exhaust in a scene such as this really does not compare as to pure energy I weild. So when I put that extreme energy out there, bridle it and ride it like a wild stallion, I expect the free-fall drop that follows.
And as to Top Space, I think flying differs from being in Top Space for Me. Flying, for Me is still being in control and very aware but it does feel like being on the edge of out of control - ohhh, I love it! But Top Space for Me differs as it is not so wild or on the edge yet is being in a ZONE where I am uber-aware of every element of My surroundings, not just zoned in on the submissive but seemingly just more "there", more perceptive, more AWARE. The implements become an extension of My arm and hand, and while My dominant nature is always prevalent, the Sadist and Wicked Goddess in Me seem to amp up the volume.
Do I "zone" with everyone and in every scene - sad to say but no. I think it depends so much on feelings, chemistry, mood, health, surroundings, trust, etc., etc. One example I can think of as to the "zone" is when playing in public, I seem to go into a zone where I am hyper-aware of everything and everyone around Me. Once I was doing a single-tail scene in a hotel room at an event with the sub on a cross, another sub behind the cross crouched down to hold it steady, masses of folks milling around to the side, a few more to another side, a darling couple quietly observing on a couch behind Me and a photographer flitting around snapping shots. I was so zoning that every movement of every one in the room got My attention but I still was zoned in on the sub and the whip became My hand. I noticed when the young girl behind Me crossed his leg, or the sub crouched at the cross shifted positions, or when more people came into the room and every step that photographer took. Later folks told Me that I was like a weird owl or something as My head would pivot to take in every moment of everyone but My eyes would flick back to the sub then the whip then the sub, lashing and looking all in a zone. What a night that was - hard to explain but while to many it looked like total edge play (and it was!) and so much was going on around Me yet never once was My priority not to the sub or the scene nor was I distracted by the public nature of it all. I was in the "zone"!
Wonder if others can relate to My sentiments?
Great post!!
Truly,
Lady T.
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Truly, Lady T.
Lady Tatiana Tantalize
Atlanta's Sadistic Southern Belle, Crossdressing Consultant, Punk-Rock Party Girl and Wicked SugarPuss
http://www.ladytantalize.net
"A prayer for the wild at heart, kept in cages."
-Tennessee William
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