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LostParadise -> Hello from Switzerland (9/2/2007 10:54:31 AM)
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Hello
First phantasies as a child could make believe I'm rather pleased by dominating females - or else: having them assuring me their everlasting love.
By the age of 14 and by looking at a picture of a naked pretty woman beeing tighed up on an altar and surrounded by obscure male creatures I had to realize its effect on my erotical phantasies and impact on my orientation.
My desires since then: beeing chosen and beloved - as human beeing, man, friend, servant & slave - all in one. It might seem silly, childisch, an illusion, desperately romantic and not at all realistic. I can't help it and can't change it. I believe some kind of spiritual aspects are hidden in them.
Looking forward of learning how you understand or handle your needings.
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