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breatheasone -> My Process (9/3/2007 10:33:21 PM)
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I find that everyday I have need to reaffirm my surrender ...my subservients. I find that I need to think about my role, and reflect on the totality of my slavery. I find myself basking in the knowledge that I'm loved cherished property. I make a conscience effort to accomplish my Masters request, and that is to rest in His love. I find that as I acknowledge my truth, and deepen my surrender, the more I feel that freedom my Master speaks of. I didn't realize how "not me" I was before I met my Master...and now....to be allowed to grow, learn and become..... its nothing short of amazing. My Master has told me many times..."Candace, in Me, you are free." and I am beginning to understand and appreciate that more and more everyday...every hour it seems. I love that everyday I get to try a little harder then I did the day before to serve Him, please Him, or cause Him to be proud. I like that I finally figured out that this IS a process...and its not something I can do once at the beginning of the relationship and say "Ok there I submitted, I'm done now." I like that this is a journey....a process for me. I am truly a blessed woman to have such a Wonderful Master to Love me, own me and to guide me.
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