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AEslaveM -> Another new slave! (9/4/2007 9:18:09 PM)
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hello, all...........i am a relatively new to the idea slave, but have been submissive for a long time without realizing what in the h*** was going on inside my mind...........i was SO sure that there was "something wrong" with me..........! i met my master a couple of months ago, and at that time, was TOTALLY unaware of the fact that he was MY master..........We started "dating" and he very slowly and subtly woke my mind and my SOUL to the fact that i was a slave deep down.............now he is very gently but firmly *ouch* leading me deeper into myself and my role as HIS slave.....
i started to read some of the posts here, and found myself in so many of the posts!!! i still have a lot of questions, and am finding a lot of answers here...........thank you ALL very much for the information you share among yourselves!
i continue to ask Master question after question, and bless his heart, he is more than patient with me! i am still getting to know him, and his ways, and he has been probably more lenient than he should be with me at times. He is beginning to correct me more quickly now, and i find that much less confusing.....i guess i am just more in need of absolute boundaries right now...........
i spend a lot of time with him, and he has begun collaring me when i get to his house. i can't BELIEVE what a difference THAT makes in my mind set. He also started yesterday having me sit on the floor unless invited to sit elsewhere, or unless i ask to sit on the couch or any other place, and that sure makes more sense to me...........
He said today that he is going to be adding tasks and quicker correction, and for some reason those things will make life much easier for me. He also told me that he realized that maybe i needed more detail in direction finally, and actually apologized to me for making it more difficult than it should have been for me.........! i was shocked to hear him say that! But, in reading more of the posts, i understand that THAT is a very awesome attribute in a Master! Lucky me!
i think i am lucky to have had him find me, as he is so many of the things i have always wanted in a man, and didn't realize that i was actually looking for a master.
He WANTS me to be a good slave as much as i want to be a good slave, and he is more than willing to guide me along that path. For that, i am very grateful..........
Thank you all again for being so helpful to one finding her way...................
MasterAngelo's slave
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