MistressJewel27
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Joined: 9/13/2007 From: Westchester NY Status: offline
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Greetings All: I am Mistress Jewel. I have been a Domme for many years, have owned many slaves/subs, and I am a toilet Mistress. I derrive a hard to describe enjoyment from using MY sub in this manner. But it's not a task that every sub can take on. Some of MY servants have been used weekly, others bi-weekly, or monthly. It really depends on his abilities and availablity. I eat very healthily; lots of water, fiber, yogurt, fruits, nuts, and veggies. I even use a special sweetener in my coffee to improve my "taste". I start feeding my offerings gradually until they can consume more of my harvest. I teach my devoted about ways to take care of their bodies before and after taking my offerings so that they may safely enduldge.(What good is a unusable toilet?) As I see it, I AM due honor for just allowing my sub to be in my presence, and a sub should be willing to prove his commitment to me. I never consider my offering to be a punishment. If a sub feels debased it is because he doesn’t understand his place and purpose in MY life. Not every sub is passionate enough about servitude to prove him-self worthy to accept my offerings. What I offer is liked to a sacrament; it is not just fetish amusement. Accepting my offering is proof of devotion and, I allow my sub the honor of carrying me around inside him. It’s my way of continuing to have power over him. I feel as if I am transferring or sacrificing a part of myself when I use a sub as a toilet. It is an honor for him to be able to show his love and devotion in this manner. Many of my most devoted have told me that when I withhold that they fear that I am displeased with them. I have tried using advertised toiletsubs, but it’s just not the same. They are toilets for ‘their own” gratification. I don’t obtain the same enjoyment without power exchange. That’s punishment for me!
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Jewel the Diva
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