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This is what "O" must have felt like.... - 9/23/2007 6:54:45 PM   
gcarlos


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Status: offline 		Tonight i had a very profound experience and i though to myself that this is what "O" (from The Story of O) must have felt like at the costume ball.  For those of you who have not read the book, near the end of the story O is brought naked and leashed to a costume ball where she is paraded in front of the party (a vanilla party) and then made to sit so that others can touch and observe her.  Something i have always thought to be the ultimate state of submission....where even humiliation like that does not phase her because it pleases her Master. 

So tonight Master took me out for dinner.  A casual place, so i was dressed in a long denim skirt, no underwear (as Master likes) and tight white top (with a black bra underneath - so it was quite visible). I also had on my black leather collar with a steel o-ring.  In contrast with my white top it was quite noticeable. 

During dinner i had multiple people staring at me, and more specifically my collar.  This made me a bit uncomfortable but i tried not to let Master see.  Then a couple sitting right next to us began speaking to each other ABOUT ME.  I was put off at first, feeling a bit humiliated.  But then i began to feel myself slip into my very submissive state.  I felt so proud to be sitting there with Master and began to make sure that my collar was more visible.  I wanted everyone to see.  As i walked about i made sure that all could tell i was Master's property and that i was his slave. 

When it was time to leave, Master left first to warm up the car and i went to the bathroom.  As i walked out to leave i felt all eyes on me...there was even a hush amongst the patons.  I am Masters and everyone knew that.  I am his object, his property and proud to be so.  Proud to be spoken about by others, proud to be stared at and proud that others are envious of Master because of that.

I feel that tonight i reached a new state of submission, a new level of being. 
I wanted to share this with everyone because i am so happy.

Best,
Master G's {girl}
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RE: This is what "O" must have felt like.... - 9/23/2007 7:10:33 PM   
LuckyAlbatross


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Status: offline 		Well one could talk about the delicate balance of being a fashion victim and being proud of submission, or the dangers of letting your pride and self conceit get in the way of accepting submission, or even what happens after you wear a big black leather collar with an o ring every day for years so that you have to reminded to take it off for a job interview and it becomes not a big deal at all.

But I'm glad YOU found that place in you and can hold onto it no matter what you wear or where you are.

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RE: This is what "O" must have felt like.... - 9/23/2007 7:15:48 PM   
chiaThePet


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Status: offline 		Sounded familiar, i think i was there.

People were staring because your Master stuck a "Kick Me" sign on your back.

Kidding.

Isn't it wonderful when you can be who you are even in a room of total strangers?

And some say there is no power in submission.

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RE: This is what "O" must have felt like.... - 9/23/2007 7:29:58 PM   
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Sounds like a lovely experience, gcarlos.

Funny though, I always interpreted that scene in "O" as being kind of negative, as if she had once and for all, entirely lost herself. But from your experience, I can see how as a submissive, it might be a state one would enjoy and want to attain.
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RE: This is what "O" must have felt like.... - 9/23/2007 7:50:06 PM   
sextoygirlNY


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Status: offline 		Not to hijack your thread, but speaking of O, a few years back i wrote a poem in honor of "o" and basically a poem in honor of my Master as well....
I thought speaking about your experience..you might enjoy this one...
Hope its not too risque for collarme, but if the mods don't mind....

Many sides of "O" by Melanie (may 21st 2000)

Grasping my little ones hand this friged night,
a smile forms on my face unseen by her wonderful site.
A thin piece of crimson silk blinds your eyes.
As your arms bound tightly by two of my ties.
We step in a cab as it drives off slowly,
The eyes of the driver through the mirror for you soley.

I whisper in your ear a frightful warning
"My slave this will go on well past morning,
Say it now and you will be free
But if you say no...away from me you'll be
Just say that little word no
and to the chateau we will not Go"

Watching you swallow a nervous lump in your throat
My hand wanders within a secret black tote
Pulling out a shiny sharp knife
Knowing in my hands i hold the keys to your life.
Teasinly running it down your cheek the coolness of the tip
stopping so carefully the blade caresses your lip.
Leaning inward my hot breath against your ear
Feeling the aura of your trembling fear
"What is your choice ma patite esclavo?
Will you follow me wherever i go?

"Oh Yes Master!!!" I whisper a faint sound
Gasping as if feel the blade reaching my erect breast mound
You unbutton my blouse with a gentle ease
squeezing my nipples they hardened at the tease
cutting my bra off with a knife flick
in my darkened blindness i feel your tongue against my nipple you lick.
Moaning squirming within the seat
I feel my desire and wetness within my shaved heat.
At last you ull off the blind fold when we stop.
Your order me one last order as my loving Dominant Top.
I listen carefully to every word so
for soon i know it is my time to go

"There is only one thing my slave you need
For anything else i say would be greed
Walk up to the dock and ring the bell
Do what ever anyone Tells
Go Now girl and Obey
For if you dont You will PAY

I watch you leave as i let myself feelings within free
But I know with this how better you'll be
As the driver drives off leaving you there
We drive round back into this secret lair
I prepare for you with all my friends
Knowing this ordeal will never end
From a distant room i watch you pace
Waiting and waiting the torment shows on your face
Your body so lucious it makes me hard
as i watch you pace on constant guard

they stripped me, cleansed me..and to my heat applied blush
feeling the vunerability of the sensations was a rush
Then all alone i was left in a room
so dead and silent i felt like i was in a dismal tomb
As the time ticked by i paced to and fro
Nakid and wondering what will happen will the time Go?
I feel as though i am being watched by unseen eyes
but with a shuddering jump enters many guys
Strong men clad in robes of red
my heart thunders with excitment, fear and dread
Nakid, vunerable, exposed in the center i stay
knowing with this many men my body will pay
I kneel down exposing my most secret parts
The men begin to talk like my body is nothing but art
The shame floods in crimson waves of red in my cheeks
I tremble slightly a little to weak.

One man reaches out cupping my breasts
another one inserts his fingers deep within...sighs there is no rest
One man plunges his organ deep in my mouth so fast
tears fall down..i wonder how long this will last
Pain, Pleasure, Fear, mixed into one
As it is the men who me they have won
I realize i am nothing but a tool
to be used and taken by any fool
The sensations go on all through the night
At last i find the one i love in site
All through the night it was strangers who used me
Now it is my hopes that me you will free
I look to you with pleading teary eyes
but cower back with almost a fearing sigh
The strength and power within that lone stare
I cringe slightly as you firmly grasp my long hair
Pulling my head back as you rape my lips
Withdrawing forceably you graps onto my hips
Without a sound or warning to me
You thrust our cock within my ass with glee
A shoick flows through with pain i scream out
I almost feel blackness about to pass out

Watching my little one being used this way
there is so much pride and love my heart wants to say
Betraying nothing as i remain out of site
Until i finally emerge into the light
My manhood is hard engorging with blood
Watching you squirm in orgasms that flood
Looking to you with a hardened stare
My fingers they grasp roughly through your hair
I press my lips deep against your
Ordering you down on all your fours
Grasping your hips your ass so soft
I plunge myself deep within that virgin loft
knowing you were never taken in such a way
Powerful, merciless, i fuck you as you sway
I feel your muscles around me constrict
As hot jets spews out of my dick
Hearing your loud screams and moans
You make me so hot right down to my bones
Withdrawing from you as you collapse to the floor
Looking to you knowing there is so much more
I grasp unto a long delicate whip of leather
Reaching out to your skin so light as a feather
Shackling your weaken arms so high
WIthin your bounds you cry and sigh
Licking my tongue out to taste your salty tears
whispering so softly "dear that was nothing to fear
Its the sensations of pain and pleasure as one
Makes you cum and is so much fun"
Now comes the final part of this night
The kiss of the whip in which your skin it will bite
Standing back at a distance from you
My heart races on with a slight fear that is true
I lift the whip smacking you on your ass
Watching you squirm as the ticking of the clock time pass
Cracking the whip across your back
Not being easy...i give you no slack
Every stroak gives you a fiery burn
but with this lesson you will learn
At last i break your tough iron will
You are so weak tired and ill
You collaspe in a darkenss falling to the floor
Grasping on to your head kisses you as i whisper.."tonight there is no more"
You choaking sobs run tears down your cheeks
I smile so softly..Girl this is just the beginning of the week.


Many Sides of O by Melanie (May 21st, 2000) 

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RE: This is what "O" must have felt like.... - 9/23/2007 7:57:29 PM   
HollyBlue


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Status: offline 		Congratulations, gcarlos. That must have felt truly wonderful!

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RE: This is what "O" must have felt like.... - 9/23/2007 8:02:46 PM   
chiaThePet


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Status: offline 		Gee, i feel like i just watched a porno.

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RE: This is what "O" must have felt like.... - 9/23/2007 8:05:22 PM   
sextoygirlNY


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Cover those big eyes...ACKKKKK....

lol...well, if its porn, hopefully it was a good one...



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RE: This is what "O" must have felt like.... - 9/23/2007 8:08:02 PM   
chiaThePet


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RE: This is what "O" must have felt like.... - 9/24/2007 6:12:09 PM   
gcarlos


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Status: offline 		Ditto on the porno comment...lol.

And thanks everyone!

Master G's {girl}

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RE: This is what "O" must have felt like.... - 9/24/2007 10:50:51 PM   
littlebitxxx


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quote:

ORIGINAL: gcarlos

.  I felt so proud to be sitting there with Master and began to make sure that my collar was more visible.  I wanted everyone to see.  As i walked about i made sure that all could tell i was Master's property and that i was his slave. 

When it was time to leave, Master left first to warm up the car and i went to the bathroom.  As i walked out to leave i felt all eyes on me...there was even a hush amongst the patons.  I am Masters and everyone knew that.  I am his object, his property and proud to be so.  Proud to be spoken about by others, proud to be stared at and proud that others are envious of Master because of that.

I feel that tonight i reached a new state of submission, a new level of being. 
I wanted to share this with everyone because i am so happy.

Best,
Master G's {girl}


And isn't that just the bestest feeling in the world?  Smiles to ya.

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RE: This is what "O" must have felt like.... - 9/24/2007 11:01:05 PM   
velvetears


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Status: offline 		You found the exhibitionist in you.  i do think you are projecting a bit when you state this: I am Masters and everyone knew that.  I am his object, his property and proud to be so.  Proud to be spoken about by others, proud to be stared at and proud that others are envious of Master because of that.

Glad you found the experience so rewarding


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RE: This is what "O" must have felt like.... - 9/25/2007 8:03:59 AM   
breatheasone


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Status: offline 		I was able to openly display my submission and devotion to my Master in public once...It was awesome, and felt so natural. I was just kneeling at His feet, head on His lap just looking at only Him.  He was petting my hair.  If anyone even looked in my direction I have no idea. I could hear people walking and talking all around us, but it felt far away if that makes any sense. I just remember feeling so very proud to be at my Master feet. 

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RE: This is what "O" must have felt like.... - 9/25/2007 8:46:37 AM   
MstrSkyWoIf


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quote:

ORIGINAL: gcarlos

I feel that tonight i reached a new state of submission, a new level of being. 
I wanted to share this with everyone because i am so happy.

Best,
Master G's {girl}


gcarlos, is it not the best feeling when you reach these new feelings of your deepening relationship..... Congratulations on this new level of submission you feel. May it only get deeper with time and your trust in your Master

< Message edited by MstrSkyWoIf -- 9/25/2007 8:47:39 AM >

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RE: This is what "O" must have felt like.... - 9/25/2007 1:21:56 PM   
LordVelvet


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That was very well written. Congrats
LordVelvet

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RE: This is what "O" must have felt like.... - 9/25/2007 9:52:10 PM   
grlneedstolearn


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Status: offline 		Excellently well written, now if only i knew how to write like that

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RE: This is what "O" must have felt like.... - 9/25/2007 10:34:18 PM   
daddysliloneds


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quote:

ORIGINAL: gcarlos

Tonight i had a very profound experience and i though to myself that this is what "O" (from The Story of O) must have felt like at the costume ball.  For those of you who have not read the book, near the end of the story O is brought naked and leashed to a costume ball where she is paraded in front of the party (a vanilla party) and then made to sit so that others can touch and observe her.  Something i have always thought to be the ultimate state of submission....where even humiliation like that does not phase her because it pleases her Master. 

So tonight Master took me out for dinner.  A casual place, so i was dressed in a long denim skirt, no underwear (as Master likes) and tight white top (with a black bra underneath - so it was quite visible). I also had on my black leather collar with a steel o-ring.  In contrast with my white top it was quite noticeable. 

During dinner i had multiple people staring at me, and more specifically my collar.  This made me a bit uncomfortable but i tried not to let Master see.  Then a couple sitting right next to us began speaking to each other ABOUT ME.  I was put off at first, feeling a bit humiliated.  But then i began to feel myself slip into my very submissive state.  I felt so proud to be sitting there with Master and began to make sure that my collar was more visible.  I wanted everyone to see.  As i walked about i made sure that all could tell i was Master's property and that i was his slave. 

When it was time to leave, Master left first to warm up the car and i went to the bathroom.  As i walked out to leave i felt all eyes on me...there was even a hush amongst the patons.  I am Masters and everyone knew that.  I am his object, his property and proud to be so.  Proud to be spoken about by others, proud to be stared at and proud that others are envious of Master because of that.

I feel that tonight i reached a new state of submission, a new level of being. 
I wanted to share this with everyone because i am so happy.

Best,
Master G's {girl}


for me, practicing humility, especially in public, is being so much more profoundly submissive, than being humiliated, and it doesn't require going without panties, or wearing a black bra under a white shirt, or a even dog collar,  for people to notice me.

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RE: This is what "O" must have felt like.... - 9/26/2007 11:00:46 AM   
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I am never without my collar,  but some take it for a simple leather choker, albeit one with a bg o ring in the front.  I know how you feel, I feel the same when in public with Master.  When we are out together we are who we are at home,  He calls me pet at times in front of the butcher at the local grocery store and the butcher always has a secret smile when he sees the to of us.   Since I have just started college I notice the looks people give my collar and then at me as if trying to figure out exactly what they are looking at.  I'm very open though to those who ask,  I answer questions and am polite.  I think we need to be a little more open with the "nillas  because if no one talks to them about it how will they ever have an accurate view of the way we live?  


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RE: This is what "O" must have felt like.... - 10/13/2007 3:10:04 PM   
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Status: offline 		I agree that finding yourself with every looking and talking was great.  But I do have to say that inflicting your submission on the resturant was not consentual.  I feel there is a time and place for everything and a resturant full of nilla folks is not it.

Just my feeling.
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RE: This is what "O" must have felt like.... - 10/13/2007 3:15:37 PM   
NControlofU


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Status: offline 		You're right.  Going without panties, or wearing a black bra under a white shirt, or a even dog collar in public isn't necessary but its incredibly nice to see and appreciated by those of us who like to look.

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ORIGINAL: daddysliloneds
for me, practicing humility, especially in public, is being so much more profoundly submissive, than being humiliated, and it doesn't require going without panties, or wearing a black bra under a white shirt, or a even dog collar,  for people to notice me.

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