pixelslave -> RE: Feelings on W.S. (9/29/2007 4:28:40 PM)
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ORIGINAL: toservez It has been my experience in real time and on these boards that it is not a just assume limit but still not in the acceptable area with the likes of bondage, spanking and things of that nature. What I like about it? Everything! I find this play done various ways to be humiliating, degrading and have a large objectification aspect. These are things I really enjoy on all levels of a power exchange relationship. I also out of a sense of false pride and a level of insecurity enjoy doing this for my Master knowing not every woman would and for me it is a strong symbol of my love and dedication to him. Out of all the kinks I think this is the one I need personally the most in a power exchange relationship. For me, I can say that watersports is both an important and very significant part of the relationship I have with Mistress Majik. She says it is very empowering for her and that I always seem more submissive toward her afterward. It's also a very intimate and loving act of sharing between us that I wouldn't do with just anyone. For me, it's also a act of service which I consider "normal" that I enjoy performing for my Mistress; as I typically will follow her into the bathroom and usually lick her clean when she's finished peeing, unless she desires otherwise (usually to tease me), then wipe her dry with paper afterward and help her get herself together again. It's something as her sub, that I feel she deserves and want to do for her. [&:] If she wants to share her nectar with me, so much the better as I always feel blessed when she chooses to have me drink from her fountain. As someone else said, it gives me the opportunity to carry something of her around inside me for at least some period of time until it leaves my system. It's as if she's filling me with her wisdom and insight into things from her Domme point of view; for me to possess and utilize for our benefit as long as it still remains inside of me. There are also times, when her bladder is so full, she knows I can't keep up with her flow. Often she prefers to just let it go all over me to relieve herself, partly just because she can and sometimes to train me to learn take it faster. She relaxes and sprays it all at it's normal flow rate while I attempt to take what comes to me as fast as I can and then just bask in the enjoyment from being showered with the overflow of what I can't keep up with. With a wicked smile on her face (I know she has it but I can't see it), she greatly enjoys & gets turned-on watching it flow down my face & chest onto my erection below; all while she looks down upon me from her standing position high above. She towers there, viewing me as her nectar flows from her fountain directly onto me; her sub who longs for all he can get of the golden fluid flowing from inside her body into his anxiously awaiting mouth or onto his face and hair, which then runs down and spreads all over him; showering him with her love and blessings! [8D] It is a very intimate sharing, that I can never fully explain. It both facilitates and partially completes our power exchange, yet is also part of our intimacy that would seem to naturally occur without that exchange. It doesn't feel degrading to me because of the loving way in which it is done. Mistress often kisses me afterward, not waiting for me to brush my teeth or anything like that. Nothing denigrating is ever said during these times to me. It's not done on her part to humilate me and that's certainly not what I feel inside. It's our "brand" of water sports and I'm certain that others will have their own variations on it as well. [&:] - pixel Collared to Majik
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