sammiebabygirl
Posts: 465
Joined: 10/23/2004 From: Upstate, NY Status: offline
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For those of you who have read my profile, you know that i am in an intense love/hate relationship with tickle torture. It is by far, the worst form of torture. The thing is that i hate it and love it for the same exact reasons. It is a total loss of control. i have zero control over my response. i mean, what is funny about it? Nothing at all, yet the result is uncontrolled laughter. Most people associate laughter with pleasure. Is it pleasurable to feel so vulnerable? Is it pleasurable to feel the room spin because you are being deprived oxygen from all the laughing? Is it pleasurable to fear that any minute you could lose bladder control? Well, yes and no. LOL It is frightening and exciting. i have often had conflicting thoughts go through my head at the same time while in a tickling scene. 1. Why do i do this? This is just miserable and i want it to stop. 2. Why am i so turned on right now? my body is betraying me because there is no way i could ever convince anyone that i really hate this. 3. To the tickler, i hate you. You are a miserable, sadistic f**k and i am yours forever. LOL Most subs i have talked to tell me that tickling is a hard limit for them. What about you? And for the Dom/mmes. Do you enjoy inflicting it?
< Message edited by sammiebabygirl -- 9/30/2007 2:50:25 PM >
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