frazzle40
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I was ready to give up, accept vanilla.
How glad i am that i didnt.
Just had second meeting with Mr Right, confirmed for both of us that first impressions were correct.
I love pain. Pain is for Him not a punishment, but what He gives, when He wants to. I agree, i dont want punished, the mental aspects leaves me devastated for having disappointed.
He gives me kisses, cuddles and praise when i try, even if i dont succeed.
For the first time in a long time, i came without pain. He held me, stroked me, nowhere obviously sexual. Ok i didnt ask permission first, which is one of His rules, but it happened so fast, there was nothing either of us could do to stop it.
Was i punished? NO.
He has taken me as His sub and wants to train me as His slave.
Im not counting chickens yet, but have never felt so in the right place.
User name on otherside is frazzle121. For some reason they wouldnt match up.
I wish the rest of you patience and the luck ive had.
< Message edited by frazzle40 -- 10/24/2007 3:30:21 PM >
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