RiotGirl
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well i tend to think ALOT, i am an analytical thinker (even if i cant spell). And well it seems in my daily life it isnt appreciated at all. Maybe its because i dont share what i'm thinking all that often, if ever rarely. In some ways, i suppose its my last security measure against the world. But online, i can share it. and i have shared a theory that i consider a "a life" theory and just recently another theory, just a few minutes ago. and both of them were validated. The first theory i was told, y"ou have a good grasp on the real dynamic of M/s relationships" which is really cool as it comes from some one who has been in the life for over 20 years. And i just got ANOTHER compliment saying i was "a smart girl and you think" And yeah i'm one that worries about the "validity" of the comments.. do they have motive and do they have experience. My father calls it the ME factor.. Motive and experience.. which is cool he had a name for something i've been doing for ages. and i think they are valid compliments.. and its really nice. TO actually seriously let some one know i THINK and excatly what i think, completely, and not just giving part of what i think, or whatever i usually do.. and have some one say "you're dead on" And funny, that i know its my biggest security measure. Always known. Ppl think you are stupid, or off the wall, or "not all there" or "emotionally out of wack" and they arent going to worry about what you think.. they arent going to moniter themselves. You tend to see alot more then they could possibly imagine. You catch things they dont think you can catch. And the goal is, to see them past what they want you to see, to find their true nature. All about seeing their cards before they see yours, which maybe the wrong way to live.. but its a safe way. goes along with the whole Knowledge is Power theory. and its nice.. very nice.. and i think i willl tell my friend this.. and see what they think = )
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