AAkasha
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I had a weekend away with girlfriends. When I get together with other women, our conversations fuel my fantasy and lust. I phoned my husband on the way home this morning and told him that Sunday afternoon would be "my time." He knows what that means. Despite having had a pretty heavy athletic schedule over the weekend, he found the energy to succumb to my variety of lusts. My desires were both emotional and physical. It was one of those times that I told him to scrap his plans to prepare a nice dinner (he would have no time in the kitchen) and we'd be ordering out. When I got home in the early afternoon, he started by spending time in tight rubber bondage, followed by forced oral to get me to the edge (but I did not want to cum), then strap on. Believe it or not, I still have not cum. I am saving it for later tonight when we go to sleep, because I want it to all come together in a slightly more romantic way.) Later in the evening I got to spend some "time" with a potential second sub, who I met right here on this site. The time we spent together was online, where I had him on cam performing for three female friends and me at the same time. It's a complicated scenario, but the most important part is that he walked the delicate balance of being terribly embarassed by the discussions and things he was made to do, while also managing to please me in a very private way. As a result, I'm sending him a special dildo tomorrow, the third gift I have sent him, to mark the next stage of our training together. He's a hot little number and I am enjoying the hell out of him, even though it's just online and on the phone. Not sure if it will ever be real life, but I am finding myself thinking more and more about the possibilities. On the bitching side of this thread, well, I don't have much to complain about. There's a submissive I met on here also who really, really intrigued the hell out of me and seemed really into following the path I described, but he flaked on a task I gave him a few days ago. I'm not writing him off because something might have come up, but I find inconsistency like that to be a bad sign. I haven't given up on him yet, but we'll have to see. It's frustrating, because I did spend quite a bit of time on my "girls weekend trip" thinking about him. All in all, I'm one very content femdom right now. As I move more toward poly I think it's working out better and easier than I had planned. My husband said something from the next room when I was doing my "online" thing (after his "rough" afternoon) like "I'm afraid to ask what I'd be forced to do right now if you didn't have someone else to beat up on." Akasha
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