RRafe -> RE: Mind twisted around (11/6/2007 5:38:06 PM)
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ORIGINAL: deliciousmorsel Think play party, several sub girls all goofy on violet wand play, A very attractive visiting Dom is warming up his Florentine on an empty cross, so the conversation goes "He's hot!" "Past hot, I don't have the words..." me- "pity to waste that fine leather handling on an empty cross, when he could be making me scream" (this was facsetious) Next girl walks off and has a chat with Hot Dom. Before I know it I'm over there negotiataing. Or actually, just telling my hard limits before I'm told to strip (in that Voice) and I wasn't even cuffed and clipped on, just holding the chains across the top. It was even better than one would think, but this Dom is an aquaintance, a great guy, but still, this was my second ever trip to the cross, I had an intensely deep erotic experience that really finished exploding in my head a few days later, I was in the grocery store when this bomb went off. What does one do with something like this? Sir got up inside my head! And that was nice at first, he imposed much needed order on my universe, left me quite purple, and in my place. It's really hard for single submissives to get this. But if anything I almost hope to never come across this man again but I will. I'd never heard this roar of the Dominant before. This was not at all sexual, but extremely erotic, very intimate. So what do I do with this? Casual play can be really difficult after the fact. Especially if the top and you just took it as such,and he didn't think to warn you about what might happen. The fact that we Tops tend to take control goes beyond just the body. The fact that we have confidence in tripping triggers is really just an instinct we develop with practice. In my expereince,I just play casually for fun-I look at a person as an instrument I am learning. There is a degree of arrogance on my part in doing that. Probably stems from my tendency to objectify-when I should know better. In tis case,someone with skill took you to a place that you had not been before..And you developed an infatuation with the newness of it. I would suggest you call him and let him know what is going on.
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