MistressFaye1 -> RE: Your biggest high! (11/24/2007 10:18:44 AM)
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My biggest high came when I was working with a submissive that, because of mistreatment at the hands of his first Domme had gotten to the point he had "performance anxiety". Bear with me here; it was his first experience with a Mistress and she was cruel, pushed mental buttons without regards to the emotional damage she could and did inflict on him. The experience for him was devastating but he knew he wanted to be in a D/s relationship and that he wanted to submit. He learned not to be a doormat but because of his fear of Dommes and his lack of confidence when it came to sexual performance, even his attempts at vanilla relationships failed. He has a female submissive friend and he confided in her. She talked to her Master, who is a friend of mine. My friend and I discussed this and the rest is history. I had to deprogram, build him up, allowed him to experience success and pride in serving me. No sexual focus at all, no expectation of him performing (intercourse) other than to provide body worship. Slowly he began to trust me and in doing so he began to open and become more receiptive to what I was doing. The day I mounted him (because I wanted it!) while he was in his harness, riding crop in my hand, and rode him to my satisfaction, there was no fear in his eyes but a new found confidence and trust. He remained erect and that pleased me. I gave him permission to release. Ahh there it was subspace! When he came down, he kneeled to me, placed his face in my lap, took my hand and placed it on the back of his neck and said, "I am yours Mistress." Then he cried. No shame in my game.... I DID TOO!!!! Ms. Faye
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