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amiciaN -> A Lovely Mindfuck (11/15/2007 5:24:52 PM)
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Mindfucks. While opinions vary widely (duh!), I personally enjoy a good mindfuck and wow, did NChaka ever get me last night! On the spur of the moment, He crafted a deliciously devious and elegant mindfuck. Since we are still long distance for now (dammit), this all took place via computer, first with IM and then video chat.
My Master has a scientific mind. That being the case, He expects clear and precise communication from me. Well, last night when we were chatting via IM in the middle of His night, I failed to communicate my meaning by a mile (or three). Master wasn't pleased and decided to show me the folly of my words and responded very sarcastically, not something uncommon for Him or our relationship. When He saw the intensity of my response, the idea of the mindfuck was born. He took humiliation play, turned it inside out and backwards, then stood it on its head.
My Master took one of His own insecurities (yes, even good Dominants have a few and the best can admit to them) and began ripping Himself to shreds. Of course I tried to refute everything He said and the more desperate I became in defending Him, the more viciously He attacked. He finally declared He was going back to bed, resulting in my profuse apology for creating turmoil in the middle of His night by my carelessness, while tears ran down my face. That’s when He switched to video.
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The damned Man was laughing at me! He had this huge IVOL (reads as evil) grin on His face and could not stop chuckling. I had played into His hands perfectly. He showed me not only how important clear communication is, but also showed me just how well He knows my mind and emotions. At first I was pissed (hey, I’m still human), but I simply can’t resist my Master’s smile and soon I was laughing as well. He had merrily led me down the primrose path and I had followed His lead at every turn. We sat there and laughed together for a good ten minutes while I called Him every Ivol name I could think of. He had led me to tears and then back again in less than 15 minutes. It all ended with Him using a particular form of endearment He rarely uses that holds special meaning to us. It brought tears of joy to my eyes. Then He went to finish His night and I crawled into bed to begin mine. [sm=preen.gif]
All in all, it was a delicious mindfuck that reinforced a valuable lesson. I will not soon forget the dangers in tossing out a comment I have not thought through completely. He is still laughing about it today, and I’m still blushing and calling Him Ivol. The only down-side is that He is still thousands of miles away and I can’t throw a pillow at Him. [sm=ugh.gif]
Does anyone else have a good mindfuck story they’d like to share? [:D]
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