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ORIGINAL: rubberpet

Ooooh, Ms. Gwyn, you are a naughty girl...and one with such vigor;-)  That sounds devine!

My most challenging scene would have to be a mini-abduction scene ending with a gangbang by eight dommes with strap-ons.  I was at a fetish party and one of the dommes I was friends with at the time planned it without me knowing.  It was a fantasy I told her about in confidence, but she found seven of her friends and made it happen. 

We were at a goth nightclub and we were all decked out in fetish gear.  It was a very warm night, so I was in full latex...catsuit, opera length gloves, stockings, except for a hood.  So we're at the bar and I'm talking to my domme friend like we always did.  Out of the blue, one of her friends comes up to compliment me on my outfit.  Then another...then another...then another.  Soon, there were seven of her friends and herself all around me.  It was like a group of sharks circling their next victim, but I was thinking how cool it was to be the center of attention with these dommes.  I felt proud as a peacock.  Then it happened!

My friend pulled out a latex hood with nose and mouth holes as my back was turned to her and quickly pulled it over my head.  Obviously, I was startled.  I turned to see what was going on, then the others pounced on me, pulling my arms behind my back.  I had so many hands restraining me as my friend zipped the hood in place.  My hands were locked behind my back and a leash was attached to my collar.  I felt them pulling and dragging me to the door.  Their hands were all over me, just groping and fondling me all over my rubber-clad body.  The next thing I know, I'm at my friend's dungeon being bent over a spanking bench and the zipper being unzipped at the ass of my catsuit.  I could faintly hear the snapping of gloves as lubed fingers invaded me, prepping me for my "assault".  Then, as I felt the first cock slide into my ass, one was shoved into my mouth.  I lost track of time after that, but I was told that it lasted well over two hours.  I was so sore afterwards and felt so used.  As degrading and merciless as it was, it remains one of the top two scenes I ever did.

I know I'm deeply in love with Mistress because Her cock is the only one I ever want to worship now and She is the only one I want to play with.  Luckily for me, She is very possessive and doesn't like to share.  Maybe that means She'll keep me sealed in rubber and locked in a cage until She's ready to use me  Ah, if only that were possible...  *lost in daydreaming*

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YesMistressIrish wrote: That was SO sexy, gave me a 'chickie boner'!

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ORIGINAL: slave2588

strap on

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ORIGINAL: LadyHibiscus

Well shoot, you all trumped me!  :)

Tammyjo, thanks for sharing how that rape scene affected you.  I have said no to some kinds of scenes that I felt were too close to my own dark side because I was afraid of the personal consequences. 

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ORIGINAL: LadyHibiscus

Well shoot, you all trumped me! :)

Tammyjo, thanks for sharing how that rape scene affected you. I have said no to some kinds of scenes that I felt were too close to my own dark side because I was afraid of the personal consequences.

Tammo jo and L Hibiscus,

I have flirted with certain things that I knew were directly connected to the darkest recesses and have stayed away because I know once you've been there, going back to who you were before is almost impossible.

I like who I am. I am not at all sure I'd feel comfy looking in the mirror if I started crossing that line.

to you both.

Irish

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ORIGINAL: thetammyjo


Personally the most challenging for me was a rape scene I did. It taught me that there is a fine line between what I can do in that regard because of my own background. When I thought and played a rapist -- it made me feel terrible and dirty and I cried for days. If I just play me or another role as someone who owns a slave then I can do the equivalent actions without feeling bad about it.

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ORIGINAL: SeraphinaKrow

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ORIGINAL: thetammyjo


Personally the most challenging for me was a rape scene I did. It taught me that there is a fine line between what I can do in that regard because of my own background. When I thought and played a rapist -- it made me feel terrible and dirty and I cried for days. If I just play me or another role as someone who owns a slave then I can do the equivalent actions without feeling bad about it.

I can see how a rape scene could be emotionally stressful and challenging. I myself was a rape survivor and refuse to do any type of sessions that involve any extreme violent rape scenes. I can however forcefully use a strapon with the intent of being viscous... as long as I know it's consensual and not any sort of fantasy raping I can do it. Forceful is good when that is what a person likes but I have my limits as well...

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I've had some folks state things such as "but you can take out your anger on me" or "wouldn't it be great to get back at them through me" both of which signal a complete misunderstanding of survivor mentally in my opinion.

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ORIGINAL: MsSaskia

The first thing that comes to mind is the time I was teaching a class on CBT. Another mistress loaned me her two male slaves to demonstrate on. I didn't realize til later that she'd trained them to only respond to her, and she hadn't bothered to tell me that they wouldn't respond to anything but the very few key things she did to them. She'd told me I could do anything wanted to them, which I thought was so nice of her. Some of the forms of CBT depended on an erection and neither one of them got one the entire time. I'd thought she was being generous when she loaned them to me, but it was a setup. Trying to teach a class with non-responsive males was a challenge, for sure.

After the class, she was smiling and doing the "Oh, dear, did I forget to mention...?" stuff. Needless to say, she and I are no longer friends.

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ORIGINAL: MsSaskia

The first thing that comes to mind is the time I was teaching a class on CBT. Another mistress loaned me her two male slaves to demonstrate on. I didn't realize til later that she'd trained them to only respond to her, and she hadn't bothered to tell me that they wouldn't respond to anything but the very few key things she did to them. She'd told me I could do anything wanted to them, which I thought was so nice of her. Some of the forms of CBT depended on an erection and neither one of them got one the entire time. I'd thought she was being generous when she loaned them to me, but it was a setup. Trying to teach a class with non-responsive males was a challenge, for sure.

After the class, she was smiling and doing the "Oh, dear, did I forget to mention...?" stuff. Needless to say, she and I are no longer friends.

Oh, you have so much right to be pissed. To do that at a demo and in public -- so very rude.

That sort of attitude drove me out of the local community here. Petty and beneath anyone claiming the position of dominant.