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ghitaPVH -> RE: if you have ever (12/12/2007 12:02:04 PM)
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welp....lets see...once I was on my knees in front of a huge waterfull looking fountain thingy in a park in Houston. There was me, the idiot I let collar me, and his wife. The relationship didnt last long. He totalled my car and emptied my bank account and his mother stole my sons piggy bank. yea, I was young and dumb and I met them in yahoo chat. go figure.
then, once, I was sitting on a bench in front of a mall in Jacksonville, right outside of where he bought the collar and had it engraved. It was pretty and sweet and honestly I miss the guy. We still chat ocasionally, but it just wasnt working. we had agreed on a bdsm only type relationship...and I started to want something more intimate cause I cant help it I fell in love with the guy even though I knew I couldnt compeate with his wife.
Hopefully Ive grown up and made the right choices this time. We've been together for 5 years. we got married last march. last september he technically collared me, but there wasnt really a ceremony or a moment where he put anything around my neck. I had a neckalce he had given me years ago, and one night he told me to start thinking of it as a collar. shrugs. that was it. Now, I do know for a fact that I am getting one of those locking steel collars for christmas this year, and ive been all busy wondering how he's gonna put it on me and if its gonna be one of those, take it out of the box and pop it on and go about your day type things (typical him honestly) or if he'll get all romantic, or beat me and fuck me first, or do it at a BDSM event we are going to for new years...who knows...honestly I dont want to know, im looking forward to the surprise.
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