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one of those nights - 12/18/2007 6:31:22 AM

mhawk

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i am just curious to other subs/slaves standpoints on this.

last night was one of the normal floging nights by my Mistress(we missed a few days)

first the night before when She tried to, i just was not in the place inm yhead at the time for it and She realised it after a couple of minutes and upon Her own decision stopped and had me just lay there with Her for a bit.but enough about that part.

anyway, last night we proceeded to try once again which worked out well.

to expand on this just a little. at one point when She was flogging me last night She pulled it out of me to beg for more with the flogging.after Her telling me to ask for it a couple of times it finally came out.i thought honestly that i was going to break for Her even more than i already have.

She fianlly sent me up to my room for the night and i know i must have laid there for about an hour just crying.not in a bad way or anything but in a sense of i felt a huge sense of elation so to speak.

I was just wondering what other sub/slaves reactions are when asked to "beg" like that and if that feeling of clairty is normal.

(sorry it was long winded)

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RE: one of those nights - 12/18/2007 7:14:23 AM

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Not sure of elation would be the right word but I'd certainly be aware of the further empowering my Lady, by asking/begging for something I am unable to administer or achieve myself. It absolutely intensifies my submission and brings into sharper focus my dependence. I have had those moments where I'm completely humbled and happy by how owned i am.

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RE: one of those nights - 12/18/2007 7:14:27 AM

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My Owner loves it when i beg. It intimidates me yet elates me at the same time and my submission to him goes even deeper. So i know what you are feeling.

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RE: one of those nights - 12/18/2007 11:44:13 AM

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I love to beg because in the first instance it feels so sexy
In the second instance (& more importantly I'd say) because I love reinforcing my respect for him & giving myself to to him.

I do seem to do it without even realising sometimes... it just comes naturally.

**blissfully smiling with sheer contentment**

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RE: one of those nights - 12/18/2007 12:23:33 PM

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I don't beg, have never begged, don't plan on begging...but do understand where you're coming from. To ask for "more, please, Sir" or "harder". To be able to take more, to absorb it and make it mine knowing all the while that he is enjoying not only giving me pain but watching me take what he gives me. To see the pride on his face afterward, and yes, the wonderment that he could beat me like that and like it and that I like it and want it. A couple of posters have it spot on, in my opinion: it reinforces, intensifies, brings into sharper focus all the feelings and emotions. And yes, mhawk, elation is a good word because afterward and for a long while I can feel absolutely euphoric.

Not to hijack but another question for mhawk: do you find also that you revert somewhat into a more child-like demeanour? Not childish, but somehow feel small and humbled and almost like a little kid again....hard to explain.

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RE: one of those nights - 12/18/2007 12:33:04 PM

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quote:

ORIGINAL: BoundDragon

I love to beg because in the first instance it feels so sexy
In the second instance (& more importantly I'd say) because I love reinforcing my respect for him & giving myself to to him.

I do seem to do it without even realising sometimes... it just comes naturally.

**blissfully smiling with sheer contentment**

Exactly!

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RE: one of those nights - 12/18/2007 12:58:19 PM

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small and humbled by it oh yes!

to actually state that more correctly,it's an intensified state of vulnerabillity,sort of child like in a way combined with a loss of innocence

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RE: one of those nights - 12/19/2007 11:05:24 AM

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Thanks, mhawk. Was wondering if anyone else felt that way. Very powerful in it's own right.

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