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The walls come tumbling down.........? - 8/19/2005 4:47:09 AM

Quivver

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I experienced something while attempting to find a limit with something new.
The reaction I had has been eating at me.
I would love to hear if anyone else has had a similar issue.

Although Master had my attention through this, part of me choose to be elsewhere.
I heard his every word and followed his commands I believe promptly, yet a part of
me was Zoned away from him rather then what I feel should have been too him.
Needless to say I cant call this sub space, part of me was in my space
that I built years ago when life's challenges presented me with limits I had
to push alone. Yes, it's some kind of wall, but how do I pass it? I don't see
this as a trust issue, more so a subconscious defense mechanism that
I really want to break down for him. Any thoughts?

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RE: The walls come tumbling down.........? - 8/19/2005 5:32:43 AM

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Have you told him about this? There may be a way for him to help you through it, to break down that wall.
There's a reason that your mind does it, I don't know what has happened to you in your past to cause that kind of trigger reaction, but it could be worth it to you to ponder on that.
I'd take it from the moment you feel it happening and perhaps say something to your Master so that he can key in on what is going on when it happens. Perhaps there are physical clues your give off at that time, a change in posture, a change in expression, the look in your eyes may change.

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RE: The walls come tumbling down.........? - 8/19/2005 5:47:40 AM

Quivver

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Thanks for the reply Kindred2Evil.
He was the first I brought this too.
I'm just stirring the water in hopes another has delt with this also.

Thanks again.........

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RE: The walls come tumbling down.........? - 8/19/2005 8:41:59 AM

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Time and experience, you have to teach yourself how, you have to learn a new place to go, hopefully one you can create together with your dom.

Sorry I can't get more specific but this is a pretty person specific issue.

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RE: The walls come tumbling down.........? - 8/19/2005 12:46:27 PM

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For me, the discussing of the issue with Master, of course. Then us working on it together.
Yet more then anything, time.....going slowly together, learning to trust and have faith in the One that you have now placed your faith. As well as what you are already doing, being aware, conscious of the fact that your mind is slipping away from Him as He speaks to you in an effort to protect yourself from a danger that no longer exsists

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RE: The walls come tumbling down.........? - 8/19/2005 12:57:53 PM

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This 'wall' might be a foundation or major support wall in a way.

Imagine yourself as a house and the walls of the house as new experiences . Some of the walls can be taken away (experienced) without the house tumbling down. Removal of other walls might cause some structural damage that can be shored up in other ways. But, take away a major supporting wall or bashing away at the foundation can cause the house to fall apart completly, leaving rubble and broken parts. Those support walls can be removed with proper planning and having supplimentary support on hand to prop up the structure. Those support walls and foundations are made strong for a purpose just as your menal block is made strong.

Be wary of having someone try to break through it without pre-planning and having supplimentary support available.

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