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Kaiynasha -> I would have never thought.... (12/27/2007 9:05:31 PM)
that I would fall so much in love and desire for a girl submissive training to be a slave. I had written some time ago about my desire for a female slave. Over the past couple of months I have been in contact with a slave who was given permission by bother her Master and Mistress to speak to Me. In the beginning the conversation was simple, cordial, and at times amusing. I made sure to keep my boundaries straight as an arrow. She was owned and I would not overstep. But her connection to me grew stronger and stronger. Until, I could sense she wanted me. In some ways I wanted her. I kept myself in check and then a two weeks ago she tells me she wants to serve me. I probed and asked questions about her what was going on with her Master/Mistress. She complained that she felt neglected although still close with them, but wanted me. I understood clearly...I was there in front of her available. Why get some of her needs met. The thing is...I started falling for her. And she is beautifully submissive and seductive (lol) and therefore- was making it difficult for me to resist. Well tonight, I had a long talk with her...we discussed her Master/Mistress, her experiences with them, and finally her present feelings for them. She stated....she loved her Master (exactly what I wanted her to say). I wanted her thinking about Him again to realize all He had done for her. And she became excited and lit up. I had her where she should be- not focusing on me. Now...I feel very hurt. Because...although I feel I have done the right thing...in some ways...I wanted her so badly. It is so not fair. Where are the female slaves like her. With everyone else- I suppose? There's no question here. I just needed a place to put my thoughts. I could have put them some place else- I know. But if anyone wishes to comment by all means. But it isn't required. Always, Ms. K [&o]

thetammyjo -> RE: I would have never thought.... (12/28/2007 5:40:29 AM)
HUG Dominants an tops are people too. We get emotionally attached and that's ok.

undergroundsea -> RE: I would have never thought.... (12/28/2007 7:25:33 AM)
quote: ORIGINAL: Kaiynasha Now...I feel very hurt. Because...although I feel I have done the right thing...in some ways...I wanted her so badly. It is so not fair. I appreciate your commitment to your principles. Cheers, Sea

AFlyInYourWeb -> RE: I would have never thought.... (12/28/2007 10:03:46 AM)
quote: ORIGINAL: Kaiynasha Now...I feel very hurt. Because...although I feel I have done the right thing...in some ways...I wanted her so badly. It is so not fair. Life isn't fair, but apparently you are. After the hurt wears off, you will have reason to feel proud of yourself for your ethical handling of this situation. In your profile, you list eight principles you believe a D/s realtionship is based upon: Respect, Honesty, Trust, Being Real, Consideration, Caring, Communication, and Confidentiality. I do believe that you touched all eight bases in this scenario. Good job!

Kaiynasha -> RE: I would have never thought.... (12/28/2007 10:40:05 PM)
Thanks for the comments and feedback. Ms. K

MaamJay -> RE: I would have never thought.... (12/29/2007 12:36:39 AM)
Agreed, sometimes doing the right thing hurts Us! Hope the hurt heals and You are able to find a great girl who IS available to be Yours! Maam Jay aka violet[A]

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