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pangaia -> doubt (8/22/2005 2:12:32 AM)
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how can time have any meaning for one such as i?
i close my eyes and take a deep breath and open my arms.. and you are not there. and i close them back and embrace you
you are a part fo me that will be there forever. attached and bound by my heart, my mind, my spirit.
sister fate has told me that you were always there but i simply did not see you
this moment in time i do not feel your flesh against me. i do not feel your hands caress my chest, i do not feel skin slide against yours as i type
and yet can i doubt at all that you are mine and next to me even knowing that you are not?
i do not doubt that my heart beats even though i dod not always feel it.
i do not doubt that my lungs draw breath even though at times i do not hear them
my heart pounds harder and i hear it
my breath grows heavy and shallow and i feel it
the force of relity stretching to brign you nearer to me is pounding thundering liek a storm
you were always here and always will be
i fear i draw the wrath of whatever gods have ever lived and will ever this earth walk if i dare to doubt
that when i turn around i will see your naked form standing, kneeling there waiting to be embraced by mine
you are a part of me as breath and heart as mind as sight as sound
i have always breathed you in and will never let you go
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