PoeticNuisance
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It has slowly dawned on me after 49-years of existance, being the slow learner I am, I've been judging the world
by eyes other than my own.
And the time has come to severe bad ideology; being the New Year, and replace the dogma brought on by a family history dating back to the twelth century; where being an above-board member of the Holy Roman Church covered the fact most of my ancestors were closet pagans and were as likely to commit human sacrifice as be a priest or nun. The hypocracy of it all, and I hate hypocracy. It is a type of lying and lying serves nothing.
I retired from the military some twelve years ago, and have struggled to find my niche in the world where the truth of myself is laid bare by my actions and deeds. I had conformed to the belief that what was expected of me was the same as what was best for me, and given up on fulfilling my dreams. So when the Universe offered me an education through the Veteran's Administration for my disabilities I took it, and five years later held a degree that left me only one question; what do I do with this?
I firmly believe that we are here to fulfill our dreams; defeat the social and financial oppression that has crucified so many great minds, and live a life of creative happiness doing whatever we were brought here to do. And so that's what I do. Live my dreams and oh the ride.
Which brings me to why I'm here. While I have lived in the vanilla world I've never been happy as a part of it. My natural instinct to lead and dominant has finely came to the forefront and I am giving it free reign to lead me where it would.
Admittedly, and honestly; for that should always be our objectum primus with each other whatever our ilk, I have a lot of learning to do, and like anything else we do in our lives it will take time and practice. Dedicating myself to her or their safety and well-being, for that too is what the Universe wants.
Realizing I have spewed philosophy far too long, I'll close and hope that this New Year brings you all happiness and the willingness to chase what might seem dauntingly unobtainable.
Blessings,
PoeticNuisance
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