TearCollector -> Introduction of the TearCollector (8/23/2005 4:01:39 PM)
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My first Post here was a new thread on “questions for subs”. I offered an insight of who I am before I asked the question. More appropriately, I should have posted who I am here. Ill do my best to rephrase what I have already written. I am in search for someone so unique that I may never find her. I need this level of uniqueness to complete the circle of my being. Settling for less would only lead to disappointment for everyone involved. Unique is a word that means something different to everyone. To me, it’s the end of the line or the front of the line. Any where else in between is not unique. I hope that makes sense. I am a complicated person with the simplest of needs. I am the definition of easy to please, yet seemingly my satisfaction is elusive. Im a business man with the mind of an engineer. That makes for a creative person that always seeks solutions but is destined to never find the end of his torment which is I think peace. Peace is constantly disturbed by new and relentless problems that need solved. Peace is never really found for very long is it? I suppose ultimately, peace will be found in death. For now, I choose to live and search for answers and solutions. I will be 40 soon. Its just a number to me but that number does remind me that for every beginning there will be an end. I haven’t found a solution to that one yet. LOL Most of my life I have been attracted to older women. I don’t know why. Its just the way it was. Last year, I was exposed to this life style and a woman half my age took me by storm. I was overwhelmed by a girl barely 19 and she set the bar for all future encounters. Sadly, she is not with me. We remain the best of friends but her life has taken an unexpected turn and that direction was taken with my blessing. But knowing that a woman like her exists gives me hope that another may be out there. I think its very likely she may visit this site. So, I am trying to raise my level of visibility in hopes that I get her attention. Im originally from PA but I currently reside in the South Pacific Islands. I have listed what I seek with better detail in my profile. So I will leave that out of this introduction post. I do hope to find some like minded friends here so please don’t be shy if your just looking to make acquaintances. If your looking for more, beware. Once you have entered my world, you may never be the same. I don’t know what else to tell about myself here. I hope someone will be interested enough to ask a few questions. TearCollector
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