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SugarKitten -> Hi from the UK! <3 (1/9/2008 12:47:03 PM)
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Hi there,
My name is Sugar and i thought that i would introduce myself here. I am pretty new to the lifestyle but have always been secretly into the bdsm scene, aswell the idea of being a submissive/slave to someone. So when i brought up what i really wanted with my partner of almost two years he agreed with it fully. With him being in the states and me being in the UK it has been hard for both of us keeping the relationship, and the Dom/sub relationship pure. I would never cheat on him and never will. We have always cybered with each other, and the undertone of Master/slave relationship always showed through right from the beginning. He is planning on collaring me properly when i go over to him in september. We have met each other in real life, last may, so the dynamics were good.
I have only ever had one relationship prior to meeting my Master now, and had MAJOR trust and relationship issues after being dumped so cruelly. So my Master has done an awful lot to rebuild my self confidence and self esteem. But i still struggle very much with both of them, not feeling that i'm worthy enough or good enough to be with anyone. I also struggle a lot with my mind being submissive, i act out a lot, i'm a very rebellious kitten so i struggle with keeping my mind in check... and my tongue. So any tips to help me get my act together before i go off to spend real time with my Master would be greatly appreciated! D: i dont want to upset him...
Although, both being new to the lifestyle, as we're planning to be 24/7, we were hoping on finding some good friends here to share tips, and possibly, eventually meet after we've really got to know you. Although it will take time, as i will be back and forth between the states and my home country, good old UK, until i know where i want to be and where my career is going to be.. if i have one! I was hoping to work at home anyways, being an Illustrator. My Master really doesnt mind me having a job, and he still has another 4-5years of college(university) left. We would like to attend meetings at some point, perhaps more when we're settled in our relationship as M/s as we are very inexperienced right now.
I hope to speak to you all soon. <3 sorry for ranting on! :D
Much love
SugarKitten
xxxxx
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