Daddysredhead
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Joined: 11/6/2005 From: Northern (yet still part of the South) Virginia Status: offline
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The deepest or most intense subspace I have been in was during the first public play session I ever had with Daddy a couple of years ago. We were at the club and I was nervous and excited all at the same time. Daddy instructed me to disrobe completely in the center of the dungeon, which in itself, was rather unnerving yet sexy and liberating and scary. After I was nude, he placed the leather cuffs on me and hooked them to the St. Andrews cross, then placed a blindfold on me to keep my attention and senses channeled into what we were going to experience with one another. We had nearly an hour of impact play and him whispering to me in my ear every once in a while. All of these things were intense in and of themselves, but put together, well... it just put me into a place where I lost touch with my surroundings, reality, and wasn't able to comprehend anything that Daddy was trying to say to me after he released me from the cuffs and the cross. When he took the blindfold from my eyes, I looked "through" him, not at him, he tells me. He said that he knew I wasn't really there, but tried to talk to me anyhow. He had to help me get dressed and put our toys back in the suitcase. I remember him holding my panties at my feet, trying to guide them back onto me. He tried to help me get my bra on but didn't know what hook I preferred and said after two tries, he put the bra in the suitcase because it was like trying to dress a drunk. He walked me to the aftercare area and helped me lay down on the couch while he got me some water. Later, after 30 minutes or so, I looked up at him and asked him how we got there. He smiled and said, "We walked over here." I asked him if I had been naked and he said, "Yes," and explained that he had gotten me dressed and got me settled. I had the shivers really badly and it was middle of the summer, and not well air-conditioned. I think that was the deepest or most intense subspace that I have ever experienced. Lots of different elements, lots of new feelings, and one of the closest moments I have ever shared with Daddy.
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