iamdosh
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Is what i seek possible to find?
Is he really what I need, or just that elusive idea of him that's impossible to truely grasp...so then am I drawn to only the obscure idea of him more and more, creating a never ending desire that feeds off itself
driving me to near madness at times.
Where is the strength I seek?
How could I ever follow someone who is weaker than myself?
How can one be strong without honesty, integrity, passion, intelect, desire and drive?
Even in his failings, he grows stronger
He does more then wear his honor, he draws it in and out with every breath he takes. .
He is my dream that both propells me to keep living and desiring yet moves me to utter isolation and despair at times.
I ache daily for his presence, his touch on my heart..and mind..and skin.. and soul.
As much as I fill my life with all the wonderful people and experienced God has granted me, I am still unfullfilled without him.
I crave his presence, his leadership.
If I do find him, will he beleive that I am worthy? To earn his heart is not nearly as scarry to me as it would be to never find him.
Please help me find the path that will lead me to him. I hunger for him, he is my destiny.
I could spend my lifetime looking for him, and it would not be a life wasted.
and so...my quest continues.
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