GemmaSussex
Posts: 7
Joined: 12/24/2007 Status: offline
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Greetings to one and all, Dom/me's and subs alike. I'd like to share my story with you all about how little twists of fate can make you feel so complete and happy. I registered with this site on Christmas Eve 2007 having gotten out of a pretty bad vanilla marriage about six weeks before. My sub side has always been within me but I never realised that it was actually a yearning to find a Master. I had plenty of messages from Masters who wanted to Dom me and train me and I was feeling pretty nervous about the whole situation and wondering if I'dmade a huge mistake about registering a profile on here... Then lo and behold I got a message from Darkest Dream, He'd read my profile, didn't live too far away from me and wanted to talk. We took it off the site to MSN Messenger and we spoke on there for a while, then we decided to talk on the phone. I had some stuff to sort out with my ex but He decided to wait for me. It was 2:30am by the time I was finished and He was still waiting for me... Went spent at least a couple of hours on the phone that night, getting to know each other, finding so many things in common, making each other laugh and smile. We talked through His past experiances as a Dom and my fears of being a sub. I felt instantly at ease, believing Him when he said he would look after me, trusting him not to push me too far too soon. We arranged to meet up for the weekend starting the next afternoon. I must admit I was nervous driving to our meeting place but once I saw Him I felt an instant attraction... So we talked for a while, went back to His place and started talking about what it would mean for me to be His sub and for him to train me. He guided me through every step telling me what would happen, asking if I was ok with it and to always say if I was scared or uncomfortable... Those few days we spent together were so intense and special. We fell in love almost instantly. It took us a little while to say it because we didn't want to scare the other away. He has since told me that as soon as He saw me He knew He wanted me as His sub, and later he felt within hours that He wanted to collar me... That was three weeks ago and our relationship and D/s and boyfriend and girlfriend is getting stronger and more special by the day. Is it going a bit quick? Yes. But in a good way.Neither of us feel we are rushing things, this pace feels right for us. In time He will collar me and I will wear His eternity cuffs. All in the future... Twists of fate make people meet. As he once wrote to me in a text message: Buildings burn, people die, but true love lasts forever. He is my Dom, my Master, my partner, my lover and my best friend all rolled into one very gorgeous package. I thank all my lucky stars that I have met Him and that He is a loving and caring Master to me. To all subs out there that do not have a Master/Mistress, it WILL happen when the time is right, you WILL meet the Dom/me for you. I have. Just be honest and above all else, BE YOURSELF. It will reap rewards. :o) GemmaSussex
< Message edited by GemmaSussex -- 1/14/2008 5:28:25 PM >
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