hejira92 -> RE: Something New/Different in Play (2/2/2008 2:41:10 AM)
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I consider myself His property; He would never harm His property. That said, we discuss most everything under the sun. Whether it has happened, will happen or will never happen, He has a fairly clear view of my take on things. He decides what will be done, all I must do is react naturally. I recognize many aspects of us in other responses on this thread- He enjoys the mindfuck of setting scenarios in my head; He loves to probe to see how my (warped) mind works; we will often discuss toys, and even purchase them together. But, after the purchase, I may know of the existence of it, but I never know when or how it will be used, so it's still a surprise. I like surprises; "something new/different in play". It keeps me off balance and totally dependent upon Him as my touchstone to reality. Life is good.
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