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softness -> finally (2/11/2008 11:57:29 PM)
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a very special Someone I have been waiting years to be with is finally here .. I knew lovng Him would be hard and that the army would mean He was often far away from me, but nerv for a second did I think it would be this hard ... I can hear him breathing next door as He sleeps .... and am counting the minutes until I am allowed to wake Him
He arrived exhuasted a 3 am, that was almost 5 hours ago .... one hour of being held blissfully in His arms, 3 hours of holding Him as He sleeps safely for the first time in almost two years ... and one hour of pacing to stop myself from waking Him before He is rested.
Three days and then He is gone again, and I go back to how I was before
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