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ORIGINAL: sodsta

Sometimes I think I have a bit too much Pride - something I think I definitely inherited from my father. For example, I find it hard, when having an argument or debate (especially with my father, lol), to let the other person have the last word, and I get really embarrassed when apologising, even when I know I'm in the wrong.

This doesn't happen all the time, but enough for me to notice when I'm doing it.

I was just discussing this with a Dominant friend of mine, and the issue of begging came up.

Her: You're not really the begging type, are you?
Me: No... I think I have a lot of pride for a sub, which may possibly not be such a good thing, since I can get quite stubborn sometimes
Her: You just need to find Dommes who dig that

So, my question is really... are there any Dommes that "dig" that? Is it something you can have fun playing with? Like breaking down that pride and getting to what's underneath, or is it a totally undesirable quality? I understand that it's a fault, and it annoys me when I can feel myself getting stubborn like that. It's something I'd like to work past, because I'd like to feel that I was able to beg if a Domme required it of me... right now, though, I feel as if I'd just clam up and get ridiculously shy in that sort of situation.