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subspaceinMD -> What am i doing (9/15/2005 10:14:09 PM)
ok here is my question, and please be kind as i have only been on this site for two weeks. I want to know if anyone else has had this experience. i was just online talking to a gentleman on yahoo and we talked online for about two hours. at the end of our conversation he had me asking if i could cum!!! and i did! why? am i a natural people pleaser or something sinister, i cant decide. i dont even have a picture of this man! dont get me wrong i would never meet him in public (at least not without a few more talks, but i cant believe i was comfortable doing what i did. and not to mention like it, a lot. why do i have these feelings that the words good girl make me wet and ashamed at the same time.. please be aware it is 1:12 in the AM here so any rants should be forgiven, shouldn't they? i dont know anything anymore LOL

Rubyb -> RE: What am i doing (9/15/2005 10:30:30 PM)
Are you alone? No. Did you enjoy yourself? I hope so. There is always a thrill of doing something "naughty" with a total stranger. What a better way than to do it in the safety of an online meeting, where you may or may not ever see or connect with this person again. Without digging to deep or condeming yourself, just think about the experience. What did you like? Would you want to do it again? Be and play safe, best wishes as you explore this side of yourself, Rubyb

EmeraldSlave2 -> RE: What am i doing (9/16/2005 5:01:47 AM)
What you've described is pretty classic sub-frenzy. You're new, you're excited, you're aching to experience everything NOW and ready to fall in line with anyone who offers you a good taste. So when someone says "I know you're just a hot wanton little slut who can't wait to get her mouth wrapped around my hard cock and ride it like a good little girl who gets her good reward" well....you melt. All well and good online, just TRY and keep perspective.

ChereeAmoor -> RE: What am i doing (9/16/2005 6:46:05 AM)
Not having a picture of this man is probably WHY you could come. IRL the chances are good that he is really really homely! Fantasy lovers are the alltime best, aren't they? Besides, it was ONLINE - which means about as much as a handful of jelly beans.

plantlady64 -> RE: What am i doing (9/16/2005 6:57:56 AM)
Hello There, Forbidden fruits always taste better than the ones the moral majority recommends you eat. I am also stimulated by 80% mental and only 20% mechanical contact. I'm not one to cum without being touched though. If I masturbate myself alone in a room, and use exactly the same things that my Master uses on me, it does nothing for me and I don't or can't get off. My Master being in the room watching me, or doing the deed for me can not only get me off in less than two minutes, but can make me multiple orgasm repeatedly for hours. I think earth-shattering sex for women in general seems to be more related to mental arousal and chemistry between you and the other person than mechanical stimulation. Sincerely, sub suzanne

EmeraldSlave2 -> RE: What am i doing (9/16/2005 6:59:52 AM)
quote: ORIGINAL: plantlady64 I think earth-shattering sex for women in general seems to be more related to mental arousal and chemistry between you and the other person than mechanical stimulation. Sincerely, sub suzanne Really depends on the person. I tend to be able to orgasm much easier alone. In fact the only time I was able to orgasm on a sybian was when it was just me and the machine.

subspaceinMD -> RE: What am i doing (9/16/2005 7:11:40 AM)
i have to say thank you so much for ALL of your support, it is so hard to find the right one, but i want it so bad i dont want to try and turn the wrong one right though! i think i have finally found what is going to make me happy in the long run, its just hard to wait. LOL how long does subfrenzy last and can i take a pill for the symptoms? you guys are great!

EmeraldSlave2 -> RE: What am i doing (9/16/2005 7:25:35 AM)
quote: ORIGINAL: subspaceinMD i have to say thank you so much for ALL of your support, it is so hard to find the right one, but i want it so bad i dont want to try and turn the wrong one right though! i think i have finally found what is going to make me happy in the long run, its just hard to wait. LOL how long does subfrenzy last and can i take a pill for the symptoms? you guys are great! Depends on how long you stay online, there's usually a sub frenzy initial period and then another, briefer one, offline. Sub frenzy isn't necessarily a bad thing, heaven knows I went through it, as long as you just don't forget common sense along the way and don't try and make "the scene" into some amazing sparkly perfect thing, it isn'tl.

Fawne -> RE: What am i doing (9/16/2005 8:24:59 AM)
subspaceinMD Terrific! You are finding yourself. It's great you are exploring and learning. Please take care, be safe.... check out, get to know, meet someone special in person when you feel ready. Real life rules!! [8D] "why do i have these feelings that the words good girl make me wet and ashamed at the same time.." hee hee How about posting this Q in ask a Master? [sm=lol.gif] certainly they can explain <evil>

subspaceinMD -> RE: What am i doing (9/16/2005 12:13:40 PM)
maybe i wil do just that, do thney normally get mad if you post there? thanks so much for the great advice, i really do appreciate it

Mylee -> RE: What am i doing (9/16/2005 12:58:59 PM)
mmmmmmm i melt when im told 'good girl' i LIVE for that moment..nope nothing to be ashamed of, in fact sounds like your doing quite well, just enjoy your new found freedom and like other's have said, be safe and carefull ~my'lee

Fawne -> RE: What am i doing (9/16/2005 3:18:37 PM)
quote: ORIGINAL: subspaceinMD maybe i wil do just that, do thney normally get mad if you post there? thanks so much for the great advice, i really do appreciate it No, they are actually quite friendly and many can give good advice. I was teasing you a little because your question is kind of cute. PS Don't blame me if your asking that question to a Master results in your getting a spanking ;) have fun!

RainGod -> RE: What am i doing (9/16/2005 7:04:09 PM)
Hello, subspaceMD. I am kinda with Rubyb on this one... if you had a good time, and you're safe, and no one got hurt... it sounds like it's gonna be okay. Maybe it shocked you because it was your first taste to someone with that much persuasion? At any rate, it was some very safe sex....lol. Let go and enjoy.

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