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what is happening to me........ - 9/16/2005 12:17:27 PM

subspaceinMD

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someone suggested that i post this question here

ok here is my question, and please be kind as i have only been on this site for two weeks. I want to know if anyone else has had this experience. i was just online talking to a gentleman on yahoo and we talked online for about two hours. at the end of our conversation he had me asking if i could cum!!! and i did! why? am i a natural people pleaser or something sinister, i cant decide. i dont even have a picture of this man! dont get me wrong i would never meet him in public (at least not without a few more talks, but i cant believe i was comfortable doing what i did. and not to mention like it, a lot. why do i have these feelings that the words good girl make me wet and ashamed at the same time.. please be aware it is 1:12 in the AM here so any rants should be forgiven, shouldn't they? i dont know anything anymore LOL

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RE: what is happening to me........ - 9/16/2005 4:38:19 PM

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Sounds like you may have had your first D/s sexual experience.

I think that the questions & hesitancy are VERY valid considering that you are new, still learning & not in any kind of relationship with this person. There are way too many online that take advantage of those that are still more easily labeled as "curious" or "newbies". I am reading that you did enjoy yourself which to me is WOO HOO another subbie is born !!The feelings you are having are very normal in the context of this time of transition. I suggest learning & educating yourself as much as possible discussing feelings with experienced & even collared subs to help validate that you're not the only one.

I personally recommend castlerealm.com for reading. Sure that others will be able to add insight. Good luck to you

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RE: what is happening to me........ - 9/16/2005 5:00:34 PM

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You will find ALL sorts of people here.
Honest ones, Wannabes, Vultures, Predators, People who want phone sex etc etc.
Not everyone is who they say they are.
Be cautious but enjoy yourself and just be you.

:-)

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RE: what is happening to me........ - 9/16/2005 5:07:29 PM

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What exactly is the question?

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RE: what is happening to me........ - 9/16/2005 5:08:09 PM

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as with many of those who enter a faceless..voiceless cyber world...you often allow the heightened senses of your mind to expand into the world you live within a conversation...are you wrong..are you somehow abnormal..are you flipping out...and my god ..how did I allow myself to cum...very easy...you have achieved subspace...you were in a place where everything within your mind was just right...everything about what you were doing at that place and time...was just right...all the afterthought...questions...doubts...forget about them...don't beat yourself (unless you're into that..lol) up...look at things from this slant...you were able..from just a conversation on your computer...to let go of any restraints within yourself...
now that you know what you're capable of doing...just learn to enhanse ..refine..and control what you can do...this is a big step towards door that's been opened just a crack...peek in first...don't just kick the door in...
isn't life grand when you find new directions and options that were always there..but took a strong mindset to show you ...hey you can do this...and look how your fantasy became reality...
now go and grow some more before I have to come there and spank you...(smile)

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RE: what is happening to me........ - 9/16/2005 5:38:31 PM

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thanks all for your kind words, i can't believe how welcoming everyone is! i think i am going to my first munch on wednesday! i am nervous any suggestions? thanks

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RE: what is happening to me........ - 9/16/2005 7:05:46 PM

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Which munch are you going to? The BESS one?

In general, just be yourself and don't be afraid to ask questions and say "I'm new!"

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