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Hi. It's me. - 2/23/2008 6:58:19 PM

alwaysuna

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Hi all...this is me. I stumbled into this awakening of myself about a year and a half ago and was very fortunate to find someone right away that could guide me through, and make me feel secure in what was a fairly scary discovery.

I remember being just a child when the fantasies of being confined and kidnapped began, rather unfortunately had extremely permissive and passive parents, rarely scolded and rarely praised. So decades went by and suddenly I realize that I just crave someone that can tell me "no" or "wait" or "too bad". Someone that is strong enough, and smart enough, to not allow me to laugh in their face and rip their heart out and eat if for breakfast. Someone that understands that I don't play by the rules unless I respect the GM (Game Master in Rpg-speak).

So, this guy...he is all that and more. I don't NEED him, he made me better than that. He doesn't NEED me, but he sure enough likes me. So it is kindness and trust, and secrets and desires and lust. It is very fulfilling. It is not just sex, nor power, it is guidance, reliability, it is a bar that has been set. I admire him and want to please him and I do all I can to reach his expectations of me. He has had a global impact on my life.

So anyway, like I said...this is me. I get chatty from time to time so you'll be seeing me a bit on the boards.